The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed: Love as Invasive Species by Ellen Kombiyil


This selection, chosen by guest editor Merrick Sloane, is from Love as Invasive Species by Ellen Kombiyil (Cornerstone Press, 2024).

Birthday

Pastoral

Side A

We ate burgers bloody,
buns toasted in grease
& where teeth
split the meat, red
dribbled down our chins
onto the grass.
August & the ghost
moon shone w/out the sun
having set. Bees
pummeled my head
so I’d get up & run,
sit down again,
slather butter on corn,
get up, circle & duck,
hand slap thigh slap
foot. The buried cat
sprouted a raspberry
bush. Nothing with
thorns
ma said,
but that bush was
an exception. My sister
sat calm when a bee
brushed her cheek.
Like a statue she said,
but the world
is a breathing place.
Tulips dropped petals,
& the inner eyes
of stalks stained fingertips.
That night we whispered,
my sister & I,
through grillwork,
labyrinth of heating ducts
that connected us.
Ma’s love cries
echoed through the house.
I baked a cake,
ransacked the cupboard
to cover it
in sugared hearts.
How sweet it was,
feasting like that
in the dark.

Pastoral

Side B

                   Such greenness—the lawn!

Bent-back blades & dewdrop sequins
stitched in sequence replicate

                              the fly’s eye tweed of my dress.

              Here I am, mama, amplified the way
you always wished.

Lawnmower ripcord starts up,
                              the kind that tugs gasoline-rich

                              the kind that swipes off toes,
like when cousin Linus

              sprinkled the grass with his flesh.


Editor’s Note from Love as Invasive Species:

The book these poems appear in was originally imagined as, and is printed as, a têtebêche or “double book.” The poems in Side A and Side B mirror and respond to each other. Some companion poems share exact titles, while others share shadow titles, which appear in grayscale on the poem page.


Ellen Kombiyil (she/her) is a visual artist, poet, and educator from the Bronx. Her latest poetry collection, Love as Invasive Species (Cornerstone 2024) is a tête-bêche exploring matrilineal inheritances. She is a 2022 and 2025 recipient of a BRIO Award (Bronx Recognizes Its Own) from the Bronx Council on the Arts, and a 2025 winner of the Geri Digiorno Multi-Genre Prize. She is currently at work on a project of “erasing war” and creating original erasures, collages, and visual art from war ephemera in the Western canon. A graduate of the University of Chicago and Hunter’s MFA program, Ellen is an adjunct assistant professor at Hunter College. Find her at www.ellenkombiyil.com.

Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma who’s a sucker for expletives and second languages. They hold an MFA in creative writing from the University of Tennessee, Knoxville and are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. Merrick’s work has appeared in The Central Dissent: A Journal of Gender and SexualityStories for the Road: Trauma and Internal Communication, BLEACH!citizen trans* {project}, Arcana Poetry, and is forthcoming in Puerto del Sol and ANMLY. Merrick’s poetry was recently selected as a winner of the Garden Party Collective’s contest on Neurodivergence / Intersectionality and as a winner for AWP’s 2025 Intro Journal Awards. Their work has received support from the DreamYard Rad(ical) Poetry Consortium, Poets House, and Sundress Publications. When they are not writing or editing, Merrick loves to serve as a pillow for their cat, Kitten, while getting lost in new worlds written by other dreamers. Merrick is deeply committed to helping create a world that liberates us all.

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