Sundress Reads: Review of Karaoke at the End of the World

The cover of Karaoke at the End of the World by Genevieve DeGuzman, featuring a pink background with orange line art of a microphone or speaker projecting sound. The title appears in orange text in the upper right, with “poems” and the author’s name below.

Sea ditties and punk-rock ragers. Bears and mayflies, fires and water. Computer coding and cyborg dreams. Xenomorphs and ghosts. And through it all, the empty orchestra of grief and longing. In Karaoke at the End of the World (Jackleg Press, 2026), Genevieve DeGuzman explores the speculative nature of loss in an astounding array of language and image that takes the inevitable “what-ifs” of mourning and spirals them outward into this world and imagined ones.

The collection is sectioned into tracks, like the musical tracks on a karaoke night, and each one serves up different tempos and tones whose cohesion lies in shared images and experiences. The sections not only function as references to the title, however; they also take us forward and backward in time and space, sending the reader off onto different tracks of a multi-verse created by grappling with the incomprehensible, specifically the loss of a mother in a world that is falling apart.

The relationship between daughter and mother is explored in many ways, using both the speculative and the natural to great advantage. In “The Xenomorph Learns to Swim” (one of the poems in the collection that references the xenomorphs of Alien), DeGuzman writes, “Given enough time, everything shifts back, / to fetal position. Back to that formation // we always knew, swimming inside our mothers. // Before we gulped air for the first time, / and learned that we could drown.” This longing for simplicity and an earlier innocence is also seen in “Small Bodies of Water:” “The moon is the mandala at the top. / As is the mother. When revealed on a clear night, // both can turn a daughter back to wilderness again, / a grown woman to mouthless vulpine girl.” But in “Burning Heart Emoji,” reality and practicality intrude, the short lives of cicadas and mayflies juxtaposed with our own fragile existence where we “hear the mayfly speak, / beating inside my scorched chest. Fire. / Heart on fire. My heart on fire.”

DeGuzman’s ability to render grief not only occurs through natural images, as in the poems above, but takes grief beyond the real world, making it sing completely new melodies. In six poems that are spread throughout the collection with titles that read like computer code, DeGuzman rehomes the stage of grief, personifying the grieving daughter as cyborg, the Mother as a mysterious figure, simultaneously creator/absence/caretaker. The second poem in the series— “config == Daughter_var1, loop”—begins with the words “When pink blooms choked the rivers, Mother decided” and it continues with the mother “coding” the daughter to survive a seemingly endless timeline, leaving the Daughter to determine a different destiny: “Fed never satiated. A Fibonacci-shaped longing so perfect / I reprogrammed it to track the time.” In the third poem, the Daughter sees the Mother only in dreams, sends messages that are not answered. In the fourth— “Daughter_var1 Can Still Dance When She Breaks,”—the Mother returns to perform a clean slate procedure: “Restart, erase / were commands / you dipped / like lures / in the coded pools / between my bones.” In the fifth, the Daughter begins to shut herself down, and in the last of the series, the Mother “leans down, touching my face, her hands / a green garland around my head” as the Daughter notices birds all around her, beseeches them to make “pretty plunder of my wires,” to take the last shimmering pieces of her to the sky. In this intensely moving and original sequence, DeGuzman has crawled inside the heart of every grieving person who has ever wanted to wipe the memories away, to be reprogrammed with a clean slate, to shut down and be taken by the earth, to remember what was beautiful.

With humor, pathos, inventive line breaks, and staggering insight, Karaoke at the End of the World walks the perfect line between practical fact and the surreal, between the black and white of “Nothing downs a bird as reliably as a clear surface ”(“Anxiety as a Bird in Need of a Wildlife Rehabber”) and the fantasy of “Familiar Ghost,” where “For months, my mother in the hospital, the ghost played outlaw, unpledged warrior facing off with me on a beach, our blades angled against the sun, water darkening the sand at our feet.” DeGuzman may take us to the end of the world, but she does it with great tenderness and imagination, gives the readers a karaoke night where all are welcome to sing and grieve together.

Karaoke at the End of the World is available from Jackleg Press


Donna Vorreyer, a white woman with short blonde hair, wearing a red shirt with large red glasses.

Donna Vorreyer is the author of four poetry collections  from Sundress Publications, most recently Unrivered (2025). Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Ploughshares, Colorado Review, Poet Lore, Shenandoah, Tahoma Lit Review and elsewhere. She lives and creates in the Chicago area, curates and hosts the monthly online reading series A Hundred Pitchers of Honey, and is the co-editor/co-founder of Asterales: A Journal of Arts & Letters.

The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed: Midwest Shreds: Skating Through America’s Heartland by Mandy Shunnarah


This feature, chosen by Guest Editor Merrick Sloane, is an excerpt from Midwest Shreds by Mandy Shunnarah (Arcadia Publishing 2024).

St. Louis, Missouri

SK8 LIBORIUS


I spotted the spire through a gap in the trees over a block  away and  got
chills. Sk8 Liborius, a  skate park in the former  St.  Liborius cathedral,
which was finished in 1889, cuts a sharp, Gothic image against the gray
sky, heavy with impending rain.
    Cathedrals  aren’t   tiny  structures,  but   Sk8  Liborius  looms  particularly
large. Across the  street, with  my  back up against  the  brick  of the  building
opposite,   I   still  couldn’t   fit  the  entire  facade  of the  church  in  a  single
camera  shot.  Try  as  I  might, the  pictures don’t  do it  justice anyway.  I’ve
seen plenty, however, because Sk8 Liborius  is a  bucket-list skate park.  And
ascending  the  stone  steps through  the tall  double doors,  you immediately
understand  why.  Stripped  of  its  pews,  the  floor  opens  to  an  expanse  of
ramps,  including  a   tall   vertical   ramp  made  possible  by  the  cathedral’s
height. The marble columns hold the buttressed ceiling.
    I  used   to  play   a   game  with  skaters  and   nonskaters  alike  where   I’d
show  them  a  picture  of  the  inside  of  Sk8  Liborius and  ask  them  where
they  thought  it  was. Out  of  the ones  who  didn’t  know  the  place already,
most   said  somewhere  in   Europe  and  some   said  New  York  City.  When
I  announced   it  was  in   St.  Louis, I  knew  their   jaws   would   drop.  They
always did.


                                                               ***

    Though  I  haven’t  been  to  mass  in  nearly  a   decade  and  only went  as
a   child  to  please  my  grandmother,  cathedrals  always  strike  awe  in  me.
The  tall  ceilings,  the  columns,  the  way  the sound  echoes on the tiles, the
baroque paintings of the Stations  of  the  Cross, and, of  course,  the stained-
glass  windows—all  of  it   makes  me  feel  small  and  makes  the world  feel
more expansive.
    That  is  to  say,  Sk8  Liborius   felt   holy  when  I  entered  it  for  the  first
time.  Not  in  a  specifically Catholic  or  even religious  sense  but in the way
that  skating  can  be a  kind of religion. I’ve heard skaters describe it as their
sanctuary  and  their refuge.  A cathedral  is  a monument  to  human artistry
and dedication. They’re not easy  to  build;  it  takes  a  lot  of  time,  years  on
end,  and  a   lot  of  resources  to   bring  a  one  to life, and  then  you have to
work  hard to maintain  it. Skating is  not  altogether  different.  It’s not  easy
to  do, it  takes  years  of  dedicated  practice  to get good at it, and it requires
an investment of time and resources. And  anyone  who’s  ever  built  a  ramp
and  maintained  it  for years  will tell  you  about  the  constant  struggle and
expense.
    Perhaps there’s someone who can  look  upon  Gothic  revival  architecture
and  feel blasé about it, but  that person  isn’t  me. When I walked inside Sk8
Liborius,  my  eyes  traveled  upward  through  the  vert  ramp  to  the  ribbed
vaulting  on the  ceiling,  the   Corinthian   columns,  the   clerestory  with  its
stained-glass  windows,   and  then  back  down   to  the  altar,  which  held  a
speaker  blasting rock music. Between  the  strumming  of an  electric guitar,
itself  another kind of shredding, birdsong   echoed  through   the   cavernous
room.  The cathedral’s  broken  windows invited  birds  in, and Sk8 Liborius,



like  an  airport or a  Walmart Supercenter, is also a large birdhouse. Though
their  nests,  situated past the dangling construction lights,  were too high  to
spot,  I  could guess where  their nests  were, based on  the  splatters of dried
bird poop on the ramps.
    The  poop  doesn’t   take  away   from  Sk8   Liborius’s   beauty,  though—it
only  adds  to  it. Skaters have   always   had  a  gritty,   DIY  ethos. As  a  rule,
skate  parks  are  expensive  to   build  and  maintain,  and   that’s   especially
true  for   one  that’s housed  in   a  building  that’s  over a century old and on
the  National  Register of  Historic  Places. When  St.  Liborius   was  built  in
the   late  nineteenth  century,  the Dakotas,  Montana,   Washington,  Idaho,
Wyoming,   Utah, Oklahoma,   New   Mexico,  Arizona,  Alaska,  and   Hawaii
weren’t states yet.
    Slappy   Sinclair,   a  skateboarder who’s  been  shredding  the  streets  and
ramps  of   St.  Louis   fo r thirty  years,  put  it   another  way:  “They   started
building   the   church  before Abraham  Lincoln was  born  and didn’t  finish
until after he was assassinated.”
    Sk8  Liborius   looks  like  it’s  still   under    renovation   because   it  is.  To
maintain  a   skate   park  that’s   not  made  of concrete   is to   constantly   be
renovating,  fixing, patching. Tools lay off   to the  side,  and  wooden  boards
and  bricks  wait  in the  wings. More than anything,  Sk8 Liborius is  a  labor
of love. The near  homonyms of  “Liborius”  and  “laborious”  did  not  fail  to
reach my ears.
    This    labor  of  love  continues under    the   twenty-five-thousand-square-
foot  skate  park. In  the basement is   the  Liborius   Urban   Arts   Studios,  a
makerspace and community arts center. It’s through  this nonprofit arm that
Sk8   Liborius gives  back  to the  community.  As  the   organizers   observed,
“Skating   is  an activity that speaks across social, racial, and economic  lines.
You  might  come from a  broken home, be poor  and  only   own  one pair  of
shoes,  but  you can be the  coolest  kid  in the  skate  park because you put in
the hard work and practice.”  


Mandy Shunnarah (they/them) is an Alabama-born Appalachian and Palestinian-American writer who calls Columbus, Ohio, home. Their essays, poetry, and short stories have been published in The New York Times, Electric Literature, The Rumpus, and others. They are the winner of the Porter House Review 2024 Editor’s Prize in Poetry and are supported by the Ohio Arts Council, the Greater Columbus Arts Council, and the Sundress Academy for the Arts. Their first book, Midwest Shreds: Skating Through America’s Heartland, was released in July 2024 from Belt Publishing, and their second book, a poetry collection titled We Had Mansions, is forthcoming from Diode Editions in 2025. Read more at mandyshunnarah.com. 

Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma. A Best of the Net and AWP Intro Journal Awards Winner, Merrick holds an MFA from UT, Knoxville. Merrick’s work has received support from The DreamYard Project’s Rad(ical) Poetry Consortium and Poet’s House. A 2025 Garden Party Collective Neurodivergence / Intersectionality contest winner, Merrick’s poetry also appears in citizen trans* {project}, ANMLY, Seattle Journal for Social Justice, Fruitslice, Puerto del Sol, and elsewhere. They are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review and Associate Editor of Sundress Craft Chaps. Merrick writes so that others may feel radically loved and is deeply committed to helping create a world that liberates us all.


The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed: Midwest Shreds: Skating Through America’s Heartland by Mandy Shunnarah


This feature, chosen by Guest Editor Merrick Sloane, is an excerpt from Midwest Shreds by Mandy Shunnarah (Arcadia Publishing 2024).

West Lafayette, Indiana

SCHMIDTY’S RAMP & CAMP


Schmidty’s  is  the  kind  of  place  I felt like I  should  whisper about.  The
address isn’t posted  online anywhere,  and if you  search for Schmidty’s
on Google Maps, you’ll end up at a gas station in rural Ohio, in the exact
opposite   direction   of  where  you  need  to  be.  Not  that  Google  Maps would
help   you.  You’d   be   better  off  getting the  exact  coordinates  from  a  skater
in the know.
    It  was  my  first  time    going  to the  rollerblade    haven  that  is  Schmidty’s,
and    after  winding    around    the   looping    roads    outside  of    the    Purdue
University   campus,  I  saw a  sign spray-painted  with   “R&C”   and   an arrow.
Turning  onto the  dirt  driveway, I  saw a  wide grassy  field  ahead  packed  full
of cars, tents, and firepits.
    Ramp &  Camp is exactly what   it sounds  like:  a   place   where   one   comes
to    skate  ramps  and  camp  on  the  property.  Both    ramp  and    camp  areas
border    a    tranquil  lake,  over  which    geese    and  herons  fly—even  a    bald
eagle   every  now and then.  The  shimmering   lake is   in   view   from   the  top
of   every   part  of  the  ramp.  It’s   not uncommon  for   the  especially  talented
rollerbladers to get  so  much  air   that  it  looks  as  though they  might fly  over
the rails and plop right into the water.


                                                              ***

   I  became  acquainted   with  the  ramps  and  my  campsite  before  I  met  the
eponymous  Schmidty.  When  I  asked   around  for  Tim  Schmidt,  I  was  told,
unhelpfully, “You’ll know him when you see him.”
    But   it   didn’t  take  long  to  spot  the  tall,   lanky   Tim.   Two  braids   hung
from  either  side of  his  helmet down to his  waist,  and  he  has so  many laugh
lines   that   he  appeared to  be  smiling  even when he wasn’t. Yet from  what  I
could  see  that  weekend,   he  was  always  smiling.  When   I  spotted   Tim,  he
had  a   leaf  blower  backpack and  was making sure the ramps were free of tree
debris.  Depending  on   the  size of  your wheels,  the   steepness  of  the   ramp,
and  your  speed and  experience, even a leaf has the ability  to  take  you  down.
    Each  skate  park  has  its  nuances,  its   tricky  spots,  its  weird   little  quirks
that  take  a  while  to  master  and   only   a  moment  to  wipe  you   out.  I  eyed
the  spine  between   the  two half-pipes, which  is unusual  in  that  it’s  one  big
hunk    of  pipe   instead  of two   smaller  bars  of  coping back-to-back,  when  I
spied my friend Siobhan, a rollerblader from Columbus.
    “Watch  out   for  that   spine,”   she   said,   lifting   her helmet  to reveal a red
gash  across  her  forehead. “It’s  slicker  than  you  think.”  I  noticed  the bruise
on her eyelid, the bright purple of a grape juice stain.



                                                              ***


During    the        competition    portion    of      the   weekend     at     Schmidty’s,
one    competitor,  Eddie  Chun,   fell   and   popped  his  shoulder out of socket.
It   appeared   to   all who  witnessed  it—an  audible  ooooof  rose  up  from  the
audience   when   it   happened—that he  would  be out  of  commission.   But   a
few minutes later, he   popped his  shoulder  back  into  place  and was   able   to
get in a few more runs before his heat was over.
    It’s      that       kind     of   singular     focus,    eye-on-the-prize,    do-it-anyway
attitude   that   made  Ramp   & Camp   possible.   Tim   grew up on the property
that houses the   skate   park,  which   spans   several   acres   and   includes   the
mobile  home  park  his  parents own,  where   he works. He   has lived there his
whole  life.  Long before he built  the  skate  ramps, he  was  just  a  kid  running
around the field, flipping his motorcycle off a hill.



                                                              ***


    One     of  the  best   aggressive    quad    skaters  in    the    game  right      now,
Bambi     Bloodlust,   was  there,   and   although    we   all  knew she would  win,
the   rest   of     us  didn’t  back    down   from    the   challenge.  And    there  was
money    on  the  line.  A    guy   hollered that  he   would   give   fifty    dollars  to
whoever    jumped   from   the  handrail  around  the  top   of   the   ramp   down
to   the  incline,  a  space  about   three   feet  high  and  three  feet   out.  Beyond
that   gap,   the ramp itself is  roughly  five   feet   tall,  so   it  would   have   been
a   three-foot free-fall  onto   a    five-foot  slide,   totaling   an   eight-foot    drop.
Eight  feet  may  not  sound like  a  big  deal,  but   only   a  cocky  nonskater,  an
extremely  skilled  skater,  or   a  completely  reckless  skater  would tell  you it’s
an easy trick.
    Because   Bambi  was   the   most   skilled  among  us,   we all   looked   to her,
trying   not   to pressure   her  but   desperately   wanting to see   her do   it.  Not
only   to  nail  the   trick,   but   to  stick   it   to   this   guy  who   offered  the  fifty
dollars,  probably thinking   none   of  us   could actually  do it. I  wanted  Bambi
to prove him wrong. We all did.
    The   competition   continued  on   with   quad   skaters  doing  jumps,   spins,
handstands,   and  cartwheels  on   the    transition—gymnastic  moves  that  the
best   rollerbladers incorporate   into   their  own   runs   and, by  extension,  are
forced   to   respect.  As  the  minutes  passed,   the  guy  who   had   offered  fifty
dollars got impatient.
    “I’ll   give  one  hundred  dollars   to   whoever   jumps   off  the   handrail!” he
yelled.
    More  time  passed, and  just when  the  crowd   thought   no one  would  take
the    triple-dog-darer’s    challenge,   Bambi    climbed   the    wooden   handrail.
She’s an  impossibly  small  woman  with  a  mane   of   dark   brown  hair  down
to   her   waist   like   a   pony.   She   balanced  the handrail   between  the   front
and  back wheels  on  each  of  her  skates,  raised  herself  to  a  tentative  stand,
balanced  for  a  split  second, and  jumped. I let  out  an  involuntary  gasp. Her
wheels  hit  the  incline and when  I  blinked,  she was  back   up  the  other  side
of   the   ramp,   propelled   by  the  speed from  the   jump.  The  crowd  erupted
into screaming cheers.



                                                              ***


    Because      male       rollerbladers   outnumber       female       and     nonbinary
rollerbladers,   events   tend   to   have   a   cultivated   machismo. Rollerbladers,
especially   when   there’s   a   competition,   will   egg    each    other   on  to  “get
upside   down!”  and   “the   crowd’s   getting  bored,  so   if   you’ve  been  saving
your   big   tricks   now’s   the  time!”  and  “do   a   backflip!” But  I  learned that
those   challenges    are   less   about   goading    each   other   and    more   about
issuing   a   friendly  challenge. Whether   or not   the  blader  actually heeds the
command doesn’t matter. If   they  don’t,  cool. No  one  boos. No  one  is  really
disappointed.   But   if   they   do   get   upside   down  and   do   a backflip, that’s
when the performances get really fun.


Mandy Shunnarah (they/them) is an Alabama-born Appalachian and Palestinian-American writer who calls Columbus, Ohio, home. Their essays, poetry, and short stories have been published in The New York Times, Electric Literature, The Rumpus, and others. They are the winner of the Porter House Review 2024 Editor’s Prize in Poetry and are supported by the Ohio Arts Council, the Greater Columbus Arts Council, and the Sundress Academy for the Arts. Their first book, Midwest Shreds: Skating Through America’s Heartland, was released in July 2024 from Belt Publishing, and their second book, a poetry collection titled We Had Mansions, is forthcoming from Diode Editions in 2025. Read more at mandyshunnarah.com. 

Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma. A Best of the Net and AWP Intro Journal Awards Winner, Merrick holds an MFA from UT, Knoxville. Merrick’s work has received support from The DreamYard Project’s Rad(ical) Poetry Consortium and Poet’s House. A 2025 Garden Party Collective Neurodivergence / Intersectionality contest winner, Merrick’s poetry also appears in citizen trans* {project}, ANMLY, Seattle Journal for Social Justice, Fruitslice, Puerto del Sol, and elsewhere. They are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review and Associate Editor of Sundress Craft Chaps. Merrick writes so that others may feel radically loved and is deeply committed to helping create a world that liberates us all.


The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed: Midwest Shreds: Skating Through America’s Heartland by Mandy Shunnarah


This feature, chosen by Guest Editor Merrick Sloane, is an excerpt from Midwest Shreds by Mandy Shunnarah (Arcadia Publishing 2024).

Author’s Note


In conducting interviews for this book, I sought to cast  a wide net. The
skaters  in t hese pages  are Black, white, Hispanic, Latinx,  and Asian.
They’re  many letters in the  LGBTQ+ acronym.They are hes and shes,
theydies and  gentlethems.  They’re  abled  and  disabled.  They’re  plus-size
and   straight-size.  They’re  amateur  and   pro.  They’re   in  big   cities  and
small  towns. They’re  skaters, skate makers, skate  shop  owners,  and skate
product creators. They skate private skate parks, city skate parks, and  their
own secret DIY spots. They  ride  skateboards,  roller  skates,  roller  blades,
unicycles,  and wheelchairs.  Some of  them  have  been  skating for decades
and others for  only a  year  or  two.  Some  skate  competitively,  others  are
enthusiastic   hobbyists.  They   are,  like  the  Midwest  itself,  more  diverse
than they get credit for.

                                                      ***

    Midwest  Shreds is a look at skating in a  particular  time and a particular
place. New skaters are born and  made every day, and new parks  are  being
built   every  year.  Likewise,   every  day,  someone  gives   up  skating,   and
beloved skate  spots  are  demolished  or  fall  into  disrepair.  But  overall,  I
believe  the sport and its culture are evolving in a way that can permanently
sustain its life.  Skating  isn’t going anywhere in the  Midwest,  or  anywhere
else for that matter.



                                                   *******


Columbus, Ohio

SKATE NAKED


                                                        ***

    Jeff   Trasin  and  Jon  Hammond,  the  owners  of  Skate Naked, had   the
vision  to  see  what the old  warehouse  could  be, an indoor  skate park  the
city  so  desperately  needed.  What was first the Buckeye Potato Chip  plant
in  the  1950s,  then   later a golf  cart  showroom  and  then  a  window   and
siding shop, was transformed by their hands.
    “When  we  first  saw  it,  it   was   empty.  Nobody   else   would’ve  looked
at this place and  thought  it  was  awesome,”  Jon  said, speaking of  his  gut
feeling that this was where they should be.
    “I  was   like,   we   can   do  this,  we  just  need   to paint   it,”  Jeff  added,
laughing, knowing there was so  much more work ahead of them than  that.
    On     the   whole,    midwesterners    are   practical   people,   dedicated  to
function   and    resourcefulness.  Aesthetics   are   secondary,  and  in  Skate
Naked’s case, they’re hardly   considered  at   all.  With  the  exception  of   a
spray-painted  mural   above  the  big  bowl,  the   park  is  gritty, both in the
literal and figurative sense. The walls are painted black, and in some places,
they’re  built  from black painted plywood.  On one particular roll-in, you’re
liable  to  get  a  splinter  if you fall. The  roof  above  both bowls  leaks,  and
you  have  to  carve  fast on your feet to avoid wiping out on a rainy day. The



sheets of  coating over the wood ramps are  often flaking, and  woe  be  unto
you if you’re  the  unlucky soul whose wheels   add  just   the   right   amount
of pressure to break through  to  the   other  side.  I’m   always  surprised  by
the creative places patrons find to make  DIY  trash   cans—behind  a  ramp,
inside a wall where a piece of plywood has come loose,  or just  the  edges of
any old  platform—and I never leave without a  deep coating of black  grime
under my fingernails.
    And I love it. There’s no place I’d rather be.

                                                      ***

    Skating  is  inherently  rebellious.  It’s  against  authority  because we  say
fuck  private property  and  skate  there  anyway.  It’s against  infrastructure
because if  you don’t build us a skate park, we’ll make our own and terrorize
the  sidewalks  in the meantime. It’s against corporate  sensibilities because
indie  brands—whether  it’s  clothing,   shoes,  or   the  wheels  themselves—
rule  the  scene. It’s against  convention and sometimes even against society
at large because even though skating has its  communities,  it is notably not
a team sport.  Skating is  my  way of rebelling  against  diet  culture,  against
#thinspiration, and  against whatever  the  latest  shame-based  weight-loss
cult  du  jour  says. It’s  the only  way I’ve found  to move  my body in  a way
that doesn’t push me somewhere I don’t need to go.
    I  don’t  know  that  I  would  have  discovered my love of  skate parks  if  I
lived anywhere outside the Midwest, and  Columbus  in  particular. You can
be  a  beginner here. Columbus is constantly reinventing itself, and over the
last few decades, it has gone from  farm town  to corporate  business  haven
to  one  of  the fastest  growing  cities  in the  country.  It’s a city  beloved  by
people  as  disparate  as Arnold Schwarzenegger, Saeed  Jones, and  the late
Aaron  Carter—none  of  whom  are  from  here  originally but  who  all have
made the city a second home.


Mandy Shunnarah (they/them) is an Alabama-born Appalachian and Palestinian-American writer who calls Columbus, Ohio, home. Their essays, poetry, and short stories have been published in The New York Times, Electric Literature, The Rumpus, and others. They are the winner of the Porter House Review 2024 Editor’s Prize in Poetry and are supported by the Ohio Arts Council, the Greater Columbus Arts Council, and the Sundress Academy for the Arts. Their first book, Midwest Shreds: Skating Through America’s Heartland, was released in July 2024 from Belt Publishing, and their second book, a poetry collection titled We Had Mansions, is forthcoming from Diode Editions in 2025. Read more at mandyshunnarah.com. 

Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma. A Best of the Net and AWP Intro Journal Awards Winner, Merrick holds an MFA from UT, Knoxville. Merrick’s work has received support from The DreamYard Project’s Rad(ical) Poetry Consortium and Poet’s House. A 2025 Garden Party Collective Neurodivergence / Intersectionality contest winner, Merrick’s poetry also appears in citizen trans* {project}, ANMLY, Seattle Journal for Social Justice, Fruitslice, Puerto del Sol, and elsewhere. They are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review and Associate Editor of Sundress Craft Chaps. Merrick writes so that others may feel radically loved and is deeply committed to helping create a world that liberates us all.


An Interview with Christian Yeo Xuan, Author of So Rain

The cover of So Rain by Christian Yeo Xuan, featuring a white origami crane on a clean white background with the title and author’s name in pale teal text near the top.

Following the release of his debut e-chapbook, So Rain, Christian Yeo Xuan spoke with Nafisa Hussain about the collection’s meditations on love, grief, migration, and belonging. Here, they discussed the title’s poetics of overwhelm and risk, the porous boundaries between familial and chosen love, the entanglement of personal and political pain, and the recurring imagery of birds, rain, light, and trees as ways of approaching masculinity, memory, survival, and longing for community.

Nafisa Hussain: What is the significance of the title So Rain, especially in relation to the final line of “Road Trip Sonnet”? 

Christian Yeo Xuan: On the one vibes-based hand, the title is pretty. On the other less vibes-based hand, it’s a nod to overwhelm (syntactically compressing “so let it rain…”, or “so it rains…”). Rain itself is laden with metaphorical significances but it can also be a vehicle for other metaphorical significances (“a rain of light”, “a rain of knives”, “a rain of Jacob Elordi lookalikes,” etc.). It’s a sensation of being caught in something, there’s a phenomenon that happens to you, that you have little control over. On the other hand (I’m on three hands now but don’t let that bother you), it’s a form of belligerence, a demand for the rain, for what’s behind the cipher of rain. In lyric as in life I try to dive head-first into moments of gnarly density, even if it takes years to parse through them, even if it takes many palimpsests. Those moments feel the most fruitful, they’re where the magic happens. I have a good friend, Jessie, who says that in the long run, intensity is the most important thing in any which direction or vector. Another friend, Nina, recently said that it’s important not to lead a seasonless life, which I wrote down immediately. So, I mean, the title is defiant—it’s a refusal to shell up, it’s a poetics of risk, of swinging at the fences. 

NH: What would you say are the distinctions and similarities between familial and chosen love within this collection? 

CYX: Clichés are terrible, but some clichés are true—love is love, right? I try to elide the distinction between familial and chosen love. In both cases, the stakes are high, you start to feel interconnected, you live and die for another person, and then that ebbs and flows, because it has to, because that’s how it goes. I think if you love someone, and that someone is your family, of any description, geography solves nothing. You’re going to love that person regardless. The same inherent human dramas play themselves out. If there’s any difference, it’s manifestational. You can betray given family the most, inasmuch as you might also drop everything to show up at their doorstep. It’s the most socially legible, right? So, you’re socially allowed to sacrifice, but also to constrain. Compulsed even, in certain societies. Chosen family is a bit more free and freeing, but it can end up occupying the same space. You end up rehearsing the same stakes. 

NH: What is the significance between personal and political pain in pieces like “Snippet #15” and “Snippet #7”? 

CYX: Both snippets try to pull focus on the political by looking at the personal. It’s that old truism that the more specific something is, the more universal. I mean, I could have had poems that paraphrased Omar El Akkad and ended with “Free Palestine”, but instead I tried to localize these poems to this very specific moment in time in the town of Taanayel, in the Beqaa Valley, embedded in the Syrian and Palestinian refugee crises. “Snippet #15” relies on a sleight-of-hand, it tries to set up a familiar narrative frame. It has all these funny details about Tomiyasu and BTS, and then it pulls the rug out from under you. I think it tries to reflect the pain of, like, Syrian refugees who live in tents for ten years and stop going to school. There isn’t a hierarchy of suffering, but it’d be remiss to focus on this East Asian speaker. “Snippet #7” uses the persona poem to enter a poem of witness sideways. I struggled with this poem for a long time, and then the persona unlocked it for me. I think because it’s so absurd, it was the only way I knew to apprehend that level of suffering, of what it means even to witness that. Both these poems use the Yanyi prose-poem as a way of holding horizontal thinking. Ultimately, all pain is political, and an apolitical aesthetics is window-dressing—it’s a total waste of time. We live in a time of genocide. It is frankly a joke to be apolitical. You have to look at the war machine and do something about it. You either love something or you don’t. There’s no point making excuses. 

NH: Birds are mentioned in multiple poems, whether that be ducks, geese, ladybirds, or as a metaphor in “Poem in Which the Father is the Metaphor.” What drew you to this choice? 

CYX: I don’t know, is it my hyper-fixation on peregrine falcons? My love for Vulfpeck? My brother’s childhood encounter with a pelican? Jurong Bird Park? On a more serious note, I think a sense of being caged carries through many of these poems, of carrying a held-in rage born of a lifetime spent suppressing the will. I think birds are this cipher of everything that the speaker does not have—and if you think about the image of the person watching the bird, in that scene, the bird is in flight, while the speaker is not. If I had to guess, it would be that I envied them, the birds. They have no separation between their real life and their daily life. They are not waiting to be free. They just are. 

NH: Why does certain nature imagery, such as rain, light, and trees recur across multiple poems? 

CYX: It’s got to be the poets I love—Louise Glück and Jean Valentine use so much nature imagery, and then, of course, Victoria Chang, Aria Aber, Gabrielle Calvocoressi, Carl Phillips, so on and so forth. You are what you read, etc. I think there’s also something unruined about natural phenomena, that someone who mostly kicks it in urban spaces is drawn to. Some of the most mesmeric encounters I’ve ever had have been with nature, in expanses of quiet. It’s funny, because I’m very prone to animal imagery in fiction. I don’t know why. I’ll ask the trees. 

NH: Could you discuss your choice to work across a variety of different poetic styles? 

CYX: I read an interview today where Yasmin Zaher said that one of the best ways to create a character’s downfall is to give them an obsession, which bodes well for my tangling with form. To me, form is substance. It gives you an entryway into a poem that gets closer to the heart of the thing. With what Diane Seuss and Terrance Hayes have done with the contemporary sonnet, the pressurized container gives you an opportunity. Sound and rhythm are pleasurable, which I’m sensitive to after spending all my teens listening to hip-hop. Punctuation and breath, particularly between stanzas, are really important to me. Over the last few years, I’ve also come into contact with more visual artists than ever, including my friend aj, who was always busy yapping my ear off about installations and topography. I’ve spent a lot of time perambulating around galleries being weirdly drawn to abstract expressionism and wondering why. But maybe all of this is retroactive; it’s really about the poets I kick it or have kicked it with, all of whom are pushing the boundaries of what poem can do, what poetry is, for the possibility of song to carry the truth, or a truth, of the mystery of lived experience. I’m extraordinarily lucky that some of my favorite poets are my friends. What I know about topography, I owe to Aishvarya. What I know about strangeness is from Will and Imogen. The fictive poem, I learned from Annalisa. What I know of compression, I owe forever to Lis. My biggest inspiration is the crew. What luck. I don’t take that for granted at all. 

NH: Could you expand on the duality between tenderness and tension within brotherhood? 

CYX: Being a boy is a funny thing. I’m at an art residency in La Plata now, near Buenos Aires, and spent the afternoon drinking maté and watching Arsenal round up the EPL title with Dabi, who’s a screenwriter from Honduras. I grew up in boys’ schools until I was sixteen, and my friends and I thought of ourselves as a brotherhood; I think we literally used that term. This sat nicely alongside my three brothers, who are some of my best friends in the world. Unfortunately, I think masculinity is a tricky thing—even if you love each other, your id is playing against trauma, you always have to hedge against the possibility that other men are going to punish you for your soft belly. You even have the tools and language of violence for that; in Singapore, the language of the military trickles down through everything. Back in high school, friendships were so intense, it was like I love you, you’re my brother, we’ll be together forever, it’s us till the end, backs against the wall, this kind of thing. Male loneliness epidemics feared us. The boys I ran with were so angry, but I would see them cry. And smoke in the toilet, and cry. People’s dads were beating them up. They listened to so much Death Cab for Cutie, and played football at the back of the class, and stuffed shit in the ceilings, and hit each other’s dicks to say hi. It was a very specific time, an education in a centrifuge of sorts, the duality continuing into adulthood. I think it was Sophie Mackintosh who said, “what is a boy but a hurtable man?” 

NH: How do the poems navigate the complexity between familial harm and familial love? 

CYX: I don’t want to be all hand-wavey and “two things can be true at once”, but I think I do have to get all hand-wavey and “two things can be true at once.” “Grace” is, I think, the only poem of mine my friend Iris likes; she brings it up all the time apropos of nothing, like, I’ll literally send her something new and she’ll say, “I love the one with the tigers.” That’s an example of a poem where the two operate in parallel at all times. I think the Yanyi prose-poem is great for horizontal thinking because negative space encourages quick jumps. There’s also “Masculinity Studies,” which is my friend Lis’ favorite. The lyric essay allowed me to build on long lines and recurring sonic moves, to fritter back and forth between harm and love, like an otter. It’s easy to rely on stereotypes and Kit Chan’s 天冷就回来 to pontificate about blood being thicker than water, implicating brutality and tenderness and KTV mandopop songs where the instrumentals are way too long, that sort of thing, but I think that might just be an ocean of nonsense, a well-adjusted, stakes-less, middle-class fantasy. You have to look at the penumbra, where reasons end. You have to look at the ebbs and the flows. 

NH: Which of these poems is held closest to your heart? Are there any in particular that were difficult to express with words? 

CYX: Probably “Ars Poetica (When I keep learning you, something breaks).” When I moved to Paris, I had just finished two years of conscription in the army, and I got into my first ever residential writing workshop. I was really thirsting for community with people who were serious about poetry, and who also I could, like, kick it with. In Paris, I had attended this poetry workshop in the basement of a bar in 11eme, and it was full of these really unserious geezers, save for two friends whom I kept, Nico and Victor. But I got a grant to go to Kenyon, so I went, and there were these incredible poets with The Gift, and it was this gorgeous, alphabet-mafia-run, green oasis in the middle of Gambier, Ohio, and I felt like I was on the cusp of a new thing, and everyone was really funny, and we wrote and workshopped and had drinks, and I wrote “Ars Poetica” there. Then I did a road trip with my friends Aishvarya and Eileen back to New York. I mean, it was perfect. Kenyon changed my life for all kinds of reasons—it gave me my road trip buddies, and Will, Jessie, Imogen, Annalisa, Tangie—it threw a hammer into the heart of my poems and reconstituted whatever it touched. I was never the same again. The other one that’s close to my heart is “i think i call it dreaming, but,” but I’ll leave that story to the birds. 

To answer your other question: “After the After” was difficult to write. The chemistry lab at my high school was this awful place, it felt like where all souls went to die. A couple of times, I went after playing football and everyone was sweaty, it was all cheap deodorant, like the Adidas kind from Queensway, with fruits in the name. I might be misremembering. I used to be terrible at lighting the Bunsen burner; I could never remember whether the hole had to be open or closed, and when we had to light a petri dish or something. I would turn around to chat shit with my friend, and by the time I turned back around, all the ammonium chloride would have disappeared, like an avoidant boyfriend, and I would be like, what? And have to redo the whole thing, including the bit about the Bunsen burner, and going like, what? And that’s what writing “After the After” felt like—I turned back around, and all my memories had disappeared. 

So Rain is available to download online!


A man wearing a black beanie and dark jacket sits outdoors near a calm body of water on an overcast day, with reeds and a distant tree line in the background.


Christian Yeo Xuan is a writer based in Singapore by way of Paris and Beirut. His work has been published or is forthcoming in ANMLY, Indiana Review, Tupelo Quarterly, Oxford Poetry, and New Singapore Poetries, among others. He won the Arthur Sale Poetry Prize and has placed or been a finalist for the Washington Square Review New Voices Award, Poetry London Pamphlet Prize, and the Bridport Prize. A Fall ’25 Brooklyn Poets Fellow, he has received support from the Kenyon Review Writers’ Workshop, Fine Arts Work Centre in Provincetown, Tin House, Berlin Writers’ Workshop, and the National Arts Council of Singapore. He holds a BA in Law from Cambridge. 

Nafisa Hussain (she/her) holds a BSc in Anthropology and Sociology from Brunel University, where she primarily focused her work on race issues in the UK. She has published book reviews in the Hillingdon Herald Newspaper and volunteers for the Books2Africa charity.

Sundress Academy for the Arts Presents August Poetry Xfit

The Sundress Academy for the Arts is excited to present Poetry Xfit hosted by Shelby Hansen. This generative workshop event will take place on Sunday, August 30th, from 2 to 4 pm EST via Zoom. Join us at the link tiny.utk.edu/poetryxfit.

Poetry Xfit isn’t about throwing tires or heavy ropes, but the idea of confusing our muscles is the same. You will receive ideas, guidelines, and more as part of this generative workshop series in order to complete three poems in two hours. A new set of prompts will be provided after the writers have written collaboratively for thirty minutes. The goal is to create material that can be later modified and transformed into artwork rather than producing flawless final versions. The event is open to prose authors as well!

Shelby Hansen is a creative writer and self-proclaimed fantasy maestro hailing from the northern plains of Texas. She recently graduated from the University of Tennessee’s English program with a focus in Literature and Creative Writing, where she won several awards for her fiction. Her writing often focuses on womanhood, identity, and the reclamation of the self through a speculative lens. This is reflected in her debut novel, which she hopes to publish soon. When she is not writing or teaching today’s youth, she enjoys reading, crocheting, swimming, and spending time with her two cats, Stella and Gemma.

While this is a free event, donations can be made to the Sundress Academy for the Arts here.


The Sundress Academy for the Arts (SAFTA) is a writers residency and arts collective that hosts workshops, retreats, and residencies for writers in all genres including poetry, fiction, nonfiction, journalism, academic writing, playwriting, and more.

Sundress Academy for the Arts Presents “Giving Shape: Retrospection & Projection in Personal Essays”

The Sundress Academy for the Arts is excited to present “Giving Shape: Retrospection & Projection in Personal Essays,” a workshop led by April Sopkin on Wednesday, August 12th from 6:00-7:30 PM EST. This event will be held over Zoom. Reigster for the event today!

When we attempt to reiterate personal experience on the page, we often stick too closely to the facts and forget that the passage of time gives shape to the telling. We create “shape” in many ways, including a unique structure, imagery or sensory repetition, or playing with retrospective parallels. More than that, we forget that personal narrative is also about wonderment, and on the page this can look like an imagined projection of the future: hopes, assumptions, fears, expectations. In other words, the parts of the story that—before this point of arriving at the page—only existed within our hearts and minds.

We’ll use four essay excerpts to study how authors have used retrospection and projection in their work, then we’ll practice those same moves through guided prompts. Students will come away with a new or renewed understanding of specific craft mechanics and new angles to approach their own ideas.

While there is no fee to participate in this workshop, those who are able and appreciative may make donations directly April Sopkin via Venmo @asopkin

April Sopkin writes fiction and personal essays. She was the 2024-25 writer-in-residence at the Visual Arts Center of Richmond, and was awarded a 2023 Elizabeth George Foundation grant to support her in-process short story collection. Her work has appeared in Joyland, MIT Technology Review, Carve, and elsewhere. She was a 2019 Tin House Scholar and has won the Raymond Carver Short Story Contest, the Patricia Aakhus Award, and the TSR Nonfiction Prize. She writes Something Out of Nothing, a regular newsletter about seeking meaning in a multifaceted life.


The Sundress Academy for the Arts (SAFTA) is a writers residency and arts collective that hosts workshops, retreats, and residencies for writers in all genres including poetry, fiction, nonfiction, journalism, academic writing, playwriting, and more.

The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed: The New Life by Wendy Wisner


This feature, chosen by Guest Editor Merrick Sloane, is from The New Life by Wendy Wisner (Cornerstone Press 2024).

The New Life

Because there is nothing
more beautiful than my son running
shirtless in the yard, pink chalk
streaking his chest,
wildflowers squeezed
in his sweaty palms—

And because he’s impatient for more
cherry blossoms
to rain down on his head,
he walks over to the tree,
flings his arms around it,
and shakes—

And because that doesn’t work,
he waves me over and says,
Make it rain

And because, I explain to him,
the blossoms will only fall
when they’re ready,
a wind catches, as if it knew—

And because it’s now drizzling
ripe cherry blossoms
sideways, across my son’s face,
his father comes out the side door—

And because his father
makes me feel blossomed
and possible, I believe for a moment



this is the new life
and I can trust it not to hurt me.


Wendy Wisner (she/her) is the author of three books of poems, most recently The New Life, published by Cornerstone Press (University of Wisconsin Stevens-Point) and named a finalist for the Foreword INDIES Book of the Year. Wendy’s poems and essays have appeared in Alaska Quarterly Review, Prairie SchoonerSpoon River ReviewPassages NorthVerse DailyThe Washington PostLilith Magazine, and elsewhere. 

Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma. A Best of the Net and AWP Intro Journal Awards Winner, Merrick holds an MFA from UT, Knoxville. Merrick’s work has received support from The DreamYard Project’s Rad(ical) Poetry Consortium and Poet’s House. A 2025 Garden Party Collective Neurodivergence / Intersectionality contest winner, Merrick’s poetry also appears in citizen trans* {project}, ANMLY, Seattle Journal for Social Justice, Fruitslice, Puerto del Sol, and elsewhere. They are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. Merrick writes so that others may feel radically loved and is deeply committed to helping create a world that liberates us all.


The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed: The New Life by Wendy Wisner


This feature, chosen by Guest Editor Merrick Sloane, is from The New Life by Wendy Wisner (Cornerstone Press 2024).

Aftern Newtown

Think of the baby
C-curved
around your body

in the dark
bedroom.

His breath.
His hair.
Don’t think

of the other rooms—
clementines

rotting on the sill,
the slowly dying
marigolds.

Don’t think
of the boy,

once a baby,
walking into a room
full of children.

See only this:
the baby’s hands

crisscrossed
in front of his eyes,
bones hollow



as a bird’s,
little fists jerking

on instinct.
Love him.
It’s dangerous

to be a baby, a child
in this world.

Glory
to the goddamn
peach fuzz on his head.


Wendy Wisner (she/her) is the author of three books of poems, most recently The New Life, published by Cornerstone Press (University of Wisconsin Stevens-Point) and named a finalist for the Foreword INDIES Book of the Year. Wendy’s poems and essays have appeared in Alaska Quarterly Review, Prairie SchoonerSpoon River ReviewPassages NorthVerse DailyThe Washington PostLilith Magazine, and elsewhere. 

Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma. A Best of the Net and AWP Intro Journal Awards Winner, Merrick holds an MFA from UT, Knoxville. Merrick’s work has received support from The DreamYard Project’s Rad(ical) Poetry Consortium and Poet’s House. A 2025 Garden Party Collective Neurodivergence / Intersectionality contest winner, Merrick’s poetry also appears in citizen trans* {project}, ANMLY, Seattle Journal for Social Justice, Fruitslice, Puerto del Sol, and elsewhere. They are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. Merrick writes so that others may feel radically loved and is deeply committed to helping create a world that liberates us all.


The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed: The New Life by Wendy Wisner


This feature, chosen by Guest Editor Merrick Sloane, is from The New Life by Wendy Wisner (Cornerstone Press 2024).

Shedding

Today I stood under the kitchen
archway and stepped into
my new body. Pasta was on the stove,
a cold Tupperware of string beans
on the counter. But I knew.
I knew I would never be the same—
the way I’m certain the magnolia
down the block has lost
all its petals. I haven’t checked
in days, but I’m convinced
tomorrow when I take my son
to the bus stop, I’ll see them
splashed on the sidewalk.
What I’m trying to say is
sometimes your old skin
falls breathlessly off your body
in late April, as you slice
a cucumber into half moons
for your child,
and you just stand there
and let it.


Wendy Wisner (she/her) is the author of three books of poems, most recently The New Life, published by Cornerstone Press (University of Wisconsin Stevens-Point) and named a finalist for the Foreword INDIES Book of the Year. Wendy’s poems and essays have appeared in Alaska Quarterly Review, Prairie SchoonerSpoon River ReviewPassages NorthVerse DailyThe Washington PostLilith Magazine, and elsewhere. 

Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma. A Best of the Net and AWP Intro Journal Awards Winner, Merrick holds an MFA from UT, Knoxville. Merrick’s work has received support from The DreamYard Project’s Rad(ical) Poetry Consortium and Poet’s House. A 2025 Garden Party Collective Neurodivergence / Intersectionality contest winner, Merrick’s poetry also appears in citizen trans* {project}, ANMLY, Seattle Journal for Social Justice, Fruitslice, Puerto del Sol, and elsewhere. They are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. Merrick writes so that others may feel radically loved and is deeply committed to helping create a world that liberates us all.