When I bit Barbie’s head off, when I stole Jim’s racecar pajamas, wearing them underneath. My baseball cap seemingly surgically attached from kindergarten through college I waged war whenever asked about
wearing tops on bathing suits. When I swigged Sprite, imitating you drinking Heineken, emulating you wiping the drips with my sleeve instead of napkin. I wore a sweatshirt over two t-shirts both always stained
(one from mustard the other blood.) Hating you teasing me, saying I wanted to marry Joe Namath— yeah, no. I wanted to be Joe Namath and you knew it. When I said call me “Sport” instead of “sweetheart,”
shoving my hands deep in my pockets, practicing spitting, knuckle-cracking, peeing while standing. Toothpick in mouth, sticking out, like a thug or a gangster. All those times begging through a payphone for authentic cowboy boots, begging
for thick brown leather belts pleading for LL Bean Black Watch plaid flannel, desperate for a men’s navy blazer— my holy grail— the secret inside pockets where I’d conceal
a pocketknife, lighter, playing cards, marbles, string. I used to write you from my bunk in camp, with a flashlight write asking for a men’s 10-speed, GI Joes, sling shots, boxing gloves, Daisy Rifle,
boomerang, chemistry sets, erector sets, a set of real walkie talkies to communicate clearly, hoping I could be understood. I’d shave my face stealing shaving cream you left behind,
slapping on your old aftershave, imagining your big sandpaper hands bookending my face. I’d thank grandpa whenever he’d chuckle at me saying, “You could pass for a starting linebacker!” “You
definitely walk like Bucky Dent” said Uncle Stanley. My favorite however, remains, “You move like a bull in a china shop”— which mom said a lot, between her cigarette puffs describing me to myself, forever making zero sense. After you left her,
leaving me too, alone fishing around in the dark for loose quarters, dimes, nickels I’d save up, never spending. Your remnants, I saved in this empty cigar box I hid under my bed. Keeping it wrapped in tin foil, dropping it on your blanket in the end, coming out to you.
National Bestselling author J Brooke’s (they/them) debut poetry book, I Can Tell You The Version That Will Make You Take My Side, received a starred Kirkus review, is a USA Today Bestseller, is included in Ms. Magazine’s Best Poetry Books of 2026, won Driftwood Press’s Editor Choice Award, and was Ashland Press’s 2025 Richard Snyder Prize Finalist. Brooke’s other honors include Pushcart & Best of the Net nominations, The Iowa Review’s 2025 Nonfiction Prize Finalist, Columbia Journal’s 2020 Nonfiction Prize Winner. Their work appears in Electric Lit, McSweeney’s, The Rumpus, Harvard Review, and elsewhere. They are Poetry Editor at Trans Poetics Archive and the Book Reviews Editor at The Rumpus. They can be found at JBrookewrites.com.
Photo Credit: Juan Camillo Garza
EMDASH a.k.a Emily Lu Gao (高璐璐) (she/they) is a poet-who-also-writes-fiction, educator, and daughter of Chinese immigrants. She writes to heal, grow, and decolonize. They’ve received support from LAMBDA, McCormack Writing Center, Sundress Publications, Bread Loaf Environmental Writers Conference, The Chinese American Museum of LA, Jersey City Arts Council and more. She has learned as much from community organizing and open mics as she did from her Rutgers-Newark MFA in Poetry. They’re published in Poetry Northwest, ANMLY, Alocasia, Underblong and elsewhere. She proudly hosted, produced, and curated The Word Bookstore Open Mic for two years.
The reasons I read poetry are so numerous, and each of them so meaningful that explaining them all would probably take a lifetime. For the purposes of this review, I’ll mention one: to have ordinary human experience transmuted into something that feels new, revelatory, and even magical. Which brings me to the poetry collection Her Mouth a Palace of Lamps (Milk & Cake Press, 2025) by Yamini Pathak. This book contains some of the most dazzling poetry I have ever read, bar none.
Each of the book’s sections is named after an element of a raga, which is a melodic framework for improvisation in Indian classical music. More than just a piece of music theory, the word “raga” itself in Sanskrit is related to color, to dyeing, and the soul. That is the essential mission of a raga: to evoke a particular emotional state in the listener, to color the soul and the mind, if you will. That Pathak would choose this as the framework for her book is more than fitting, not only because Pathak’s poetry is itself endlessly vivid and evocative, but because she explores a vast emotional territory.
The first section, after the prelude, is named Thaat. A subheading simply denotes it as “The Parent Scale.” The first poem of the section, “Ghazal for the Children Born Far from Home,” demonstrates with its brilliant couplets that this section is aptly named:
Rama scaled the ocean/Bheeshma died pillowed on a bed of arrows Their ghosts in your marrow unstirring, this is my sorrow
In the bazaar you petted unblemished baby goats, you didn’t know they were meant for slaughter, this is my sorrow
Exiled from a language where yesterday also means tomorrow You wander thirsty with no tongues, this is my sorrow.
Dedicated to her sons, the poem is a perfect example of Yamini’s poetic ability as well as the themes of the first section of the book. She is able to conjure huge depths of emotion, acknowledging the sadness she feels at her sons growing up without their ancestral tongue but also endless possibility as she mentions the time-bending aspect of that tongue and the magical imagery of the religion she was raised with. Where there is beauty, there is violence; where there is sorrow, there is the memory of joy.
It isn’t just the poems themselves that make this book memorable, though. It’s often how they are ordered. The final three poems of the second section demonstrate this to devastating effect. All poems seem, in some way, to be looking back at some place, or some person, that cannot be returned to. They all deal with the death of the speaker’s father. In “On a Far Afternoon,” as the speaker’s father is dying in the hospital, they pass by “a hall / where marriages are sealed by flame. / Every morning a white mare / grazed outside.” It’s a line that Gabriel García Márquez would’ve written. In the next poem, “Everest,” she describes the moment when the painting of the same name by Nichola Roerich brings tears to her eyes when she sees it in a gallery. The only indication that these tears might be for her father comes in a line that is all the more searing for its candor: “Only a week since my father died.”
Then comes “Hunger,” the last poem of the section. The bulk of the poem describes how the narrator prepares a cauliflower for a meal, listening to Yo-Yo Ma talk on a podcast while she does so. The façade, like any façade, has cracks, and the grief seeps through: “I imagined a space like a cavernous chest, / the cello pulsing at its heart…My own chest vibrated, empty.” The experience of beauty is likened to receiving “a glimmer of impermanence.” And as Yo-Yo Ma’s band plays at the end, they “intone a dirge.” Here, it’s Pathak’s restraint that recreates the enormous tension of trying to hold yourself together. It’s heart-stopping. This section is named Alaap. Alaap, Pathak tells us, is a melodic improvisation in a raga that “defines the raga, its mood, emphasi[s], secondary notes.” The mood of this raga, then, seems to be the mood of departure, of memory, and grief.”
The last section is called Pakad, which is a “musical phrase that establishes the identity of a raga, encapsulating its essence.” An overarching theme here is more elusive. These poems are focused more on the day-to-day experiences of the narrator, such as perimenopause or dealing with unpleasant coworkers. (It also contains a poem called “Poem with No Apology,” which is one of the best love poems I’ve ever read. The line “I love you like I love a novel that makes me sad / it has ended” is one I will wish for the rest of my life I had written for my girlfriend.) I think, though, that this smattering of experience and emotion is the point. It comes the closest to the experience of actual selfhood, of real life, and, having read the book, it appears that this is the essence of Pathak’s raga. The reminiscences that have come beforehand have shaped the person the narrator is now. What we, the reader, are supposed to take away from that fact, I’m not sure; Pathak is a better writer than to provide an answer for us. Maybe, going back to that love poem, it is to love the places and people we encounter “like a burning building, like there’s no more time to waste.” Or maybe it comes in one of my favorite poems of the collection, “The Cosmos Asks Three Questions,” in which the universe itself speaks to the narrator:
At the airport, that woman by the sliding doors, homeless and babbling like a river with stones in its underbelly? She could be you, escaped from a parallel universe through a rent in my fabric…The galaxies are pitted with black holes, gravitational lenses that bend and distort light so that everything is chimera, illusion, Maya…If you led a blameless life, you need not fear my teeth.
Joseph Norris graduated with a BFA in Creative Writing from Emerson College in May of 2025. He has had short stories and poems published in Half and One, Gauge, won the Humans of the World Summer Poetry Prize, and made the Shortlist for the 2025 Letter Review Poetry Prize. His debut poetry chapbook, The Remains, was published by Bottlecap Press in March of 2026. He lives in Berkeley, California with his girlfriend Macie and their cat, Dory, and is learning how to play the guitar and the banjolin.
The very first time I consider ending my life I am four. Me and my brother are permitted a walk
after dinner (us leaving only after folding our napkins and politely requesting, may I be
excused?) to explore resort terrain in places like Acapulco— places that put jealous faces on teachers
when we go back wearing tans, delivering show-and-tell trinkets like leftover pesos and piñatas. We skip,
hop on one leg run fast along pristine paths snaking around spa buildings, tennis courts, giant swimming pools. We
impersonate a tightrope act, balancing along floating docks yachts cling to by rope. I stick with my brother, older
by five years he is constantly checking his glow- in-the-dark Timex, deciding when to turn back. This one night is different: I’m not
excused to accompany my brother on a walk. I’m excused instead to head to theladies room (I only call it that to her—
to my mother or she won’t allow me my exit) I never use that word otherwise and never ever enter doors saying it. Instead,
I slip into mens rooms or when on vacations like this I’ll use those bathrooms marked restroom next to the pool. Coming
back, I hear my brother whistling to himself, so I go quietly find him. BOO! I yell so he jumps laughs chases me and I run then hide
behind a tree. He is better at pretty much everything, except not at hide-and-seek, or jax, or red-light- green-light 1 – 2 – 3 or
kickball or rope climbing. And if I hold my breath when I hide, he gives up, yelling, Come out! Come out! Wherever you are! without ever finding
me. This night after he yells come out I reappear, begging for one more time so he covers both eyes and counts. I take off, running on grass instead of cement
so my patent leather shoes go silent. I head to the Pro Shop— darkened and closed at night— the headless mannequins in tennis outfits attract but also spook me so
I try to look / not look and I squint a bit and zoom upstairs to the second level— open air, a canopy top and heavy chairs jumbled like cutlery thrown down a staircase
by folks dragging them into odd positions to watch tennis matches on the courts below. Ready or not here I come shouts my brother, peeling hands from his eyes, walking
looking behind trees, trying his hardest but not even coming close to finding me. From my perch I see him in a way I rarely can— tippy top of his head
where his part divides his hair. So neat looking— impossibly hard straight- line side part like he used a ruler. I see his Timex glowing (he wears it outside his shirt cinching tight
his sleeve like a belt around a slim waist) super unmanly my father says… Except my brother doesn’t care when anyone says stuff like that, simply preferring
not moving his sleeve out of the way to reveal time. My eyes drool seeing the tops of his loafers too— perfect shiny brown penny loafers I want to possess
so badly. Instead of pennies I’d put pesos inside those slots, but my mother says maybe to me getting a pair after I outgrow shoes I wear and hate. Pretty much wanting
everything my brother has and pretty much getting none of it. Except if his Timex breaks he’ll get another, and I’m promised his broken one. Why do you want a broken watch
not able to tell time? Leni asks. It won’t matter I tell Leni because I can’t tell time, I say. Really, I just want to feel the tight band squeeze my skin— feel
the burning metal heated by sun like what happens when I let my teaspoon soak in hot tea— I use it under the table to burn my hand, singeing me a little, leaving a mark behind
on my palm like a real tattoo like Popeye has. I don’t like Popeye, but I like sailor uniforms a lot— I like I’m Popeye the sailor manI’m Popeye the sailor man… that song
I hum to myself whenever I’m eating Alpha Bits or Apple Jacks. I think it’s crazy I’m not allowed anything basically every other kid gets to do, and yet I can make myself breakfast
from cereals no other kid ever gets to eat. Sugar I appreciate but it can’t stop me thinking about suicide. Not this very first time on this vacation in Acapulco— while I’m
playing hide-and-seek with my brother I hear screaming, Jimmy! It’s my mother calling him Jimmy! She just keeps screaming until he pops up like toast popping
out from the toaster— then he jumps to attention like my GI Joe saluting Yes? My mother, still screaming, Have you seenthat sister of yours? My brother’s head
darts side to side like a pinball desperate trying to discern from where her voice is screaming. From my perch I see her smoke first, clouding above tall hedges quickly
moving in our direction. Peering over the railing to the tennis court below I know if I jump, I won’t bounce
like a tennis ball,
or even like a racquet hurled hard at the rubber surface by older kids getting mad during lessons. I know I will die quickly— upon impact, leaving my body
lying in a jumble like on CSI before the sheet covers the corpse I imagine my blood spreading outwards, a fat puddle all around me like red wine infecting a cocktail napkin when
the glass gets over-filled. I imagine my mother, still smoking, looking down at me. Would she touch me? I wonder, see if I have any life left in me? I decide she wouldn’t—
instead, she’ll have my father lift me up and carry me— my corpse— away to where? Where will my body be kept until vacation ends and we all go home for my funeral? Why
I don’t jump this night doesn’t matter. What matters is I think something I can never unthink. That matters a great deal to me. Even if I didn’t think about dying more
than other kids growing up in unhappy families, I now knew something— I now held the power to control one perfect thing in my life— even if it ended up becoming the last thing ever in my life.
Now armed, I was a fire fighter commanding infinite water extinguishing violent flames. Later, while catching hell from my mother I pretend- fall asleep amidst screaming and my heart
pounding like it does when I’m in trouble. Except now, cushioning my heart beats as a piano damper pedal muffles sound, floated this new, light, soft impossible freedom—
freedom to get away, for good. That carried me off to sleep this night, an angel cocooning me safely upwards.
National Bestselling author J Brooke’s (they/them) debut poetry book, I Can Tell You The Version That Will Make You Take My Side, received a starred Kirkus review, is a USA Today Bestseller, is included in Ms. Magazine’s Best Poetry Books of 2026, won Driftwood Press’s Editor Choice Award, and was Ashland Press’s 2025 Richard Snyder Prize Finalist. Brooke’s other honors include Pushcart & Best of the Net nominations, The Iowa Review’s 2025 Nonfiction Prize Finalist, Columbia Journal’s 2020 Nonfiction Prize Winner. Their work appears in Electric Lit, McSweeney’s, The Rumpus, Harvard Review, and elsewhere. They are Poetry Editor at Trans Poetics Archive and the Book Reviews Editor at The Rumpus. They can be found at JBrookewrites.com.
Photo Credit: Juan Camillo Garza
EMDASH a.k.a Emily Lu Gao (高璐璐) (she/they) is a poet-who-also-writes-fiction, educator, and daughter of Chinese immigrants. She writes to heal, grow, and decolonize. They’ve received support from LAMBDA, McCormack Writing Center, Sundress Publications, Bread Loaf Environmental Writers Conference, The Chinese American Museum of LA, Jersey City Arts Council and more. She has learned as much from community organizing and open mics as she did from her Rutgers-Newark MFA in Poetry. They’re published in Poetry Northwest, ANMLY, Alocasia, Underblong and elsewhere. She proudly hosted, produced, and curated The Word Bookstore Open Mic for two years.
Disclaimer: if at any point this post starts sounding a little too much like it was written by a pretentious middle-aged man, you have permission to steal everything I own. All 106 records, 70 cassettes, 22 VHS tapes, 109 CDs, and 79 DVDs—I mostly collect from various vintage and secondhand stores and, of course, the few local record stores around Knoxville. Just the other day, my 12 year old sister came up to me and asked if I could bring her somewhere to get a record for her friend’s birthday party. She (the friend) had just gotten a record player, and I’m pretty much the only person my sister knows who collects that sort of thing. Of course I took her to Lost and Found and it was a fun trip, but we had limited info on what kind of music her friend listens to and didn’t end up getting anything. Never fear—I made her friend a little zine on how to take care of her records instead, which was an overall much cheaper option and one that allowed my sister to pick out something else for her friend instead.
Still, it made me think about my own philosophy (if you will) about collecting physical media and enjoying art. I excluded books in the little list above because I genuinely have too many to reasonably count, but I promise they are relevant here as well. But back to my records and tapes: yes, I like them because I can hold them in my hands. Yes, I like them for their tangibility (sleeve out of the jacket, record out of the sleeve, record onto the platter). Yes, I like knowing that I truly own these pieces of art and no corporation can censor them or remove my access to them at will.
More than that, though, I love that I can’t skip a song without going through a lot of trouble. If I want to skip ahead while playing a record, I have to lift the needle, move it, and drop it into the precise groove where the next song starts. If I want to skip ahead on a cassette or VHS, I have to push a button and let the tape wind itself up and hope I stop it at just the right moment (which almost never happens). Everything takes effort and none of the effort will every produce perfection.
On one hand, this system has allowed me to develop the tiniest percent more patience, which is always a helpful thing. On the other hand, not being able to skip around on the “highlights” of an album has encouraged me to look at albums in their entirety with a much greater level of respect. Of course, I still listen to music digitally when I want to make a playlist or listen to a specific song—not every album is perfect or anywhere near it, and I don’t have the space or money to own half as many albums as I’d actually listen to. But since I started collecting media that forces me to slow down, I have slowed down.
If an artist puts ten songs on an album in a specific order, that order is intentional. The important part is that intentionality does not equal perfection. In my own writing habits, I try to apply this value to all drafts, but especially earlier ones. And with generative AI as a threat in lots of circles, prioritizing being intentional over being perfect feels like a step in the right direction both creatively and generally. While I’m hoping my sister’s friend gets as much fun out of her new hobby as she possibly can, I’m also hoping that through it, she might value art more intentionally.
Joan Alft (she/any) is an undergraduate student at the University of Tennessee studying publishing and creative writing. Her short story “Pilgrim” is forthcoming in the Phoenix Literary Arts Magazine where she works as an Assistant Prose/Fiction Editor. Gothic themes and relationships, the dichotomy between the familiar and unfamiliar, and confusingly intense devotion in places where it shouldn’t be are a few things she enjoys seeing in others’ art and tries integrating in her own projects. In her free time, Joan collects physical media (records, cassettes, DVDs, CDs, and VHS tapes, oh my!), hangs out at local coffeeshops, and sews on occasion.
This week, Managing Editor Merrick Sloane shares a new selection from each of their 5 favorite books featured on The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed so far this year.
Merrick’s final selection for the mid-year best of 2026 is from Affidavit by Starr Davis (Hanging Loose Press 2026).
IN OHIO
My mother is asleep by six o’clock every evening although on her taxes she still checks single never married. Most of her relationships have been ten years or more She falls asleep with dark cognac warm on her lips. No man to worry about; no children to listen out for She has always worked on assembly. The same thing every day is a safe life Love never guarantees such a luxury. She opts out; she works to stay safe out the way Her work clothes are draped across a chair. A fresh coffee filter sits readily near the pot She takes her coffee black. Calls me fancy for adding almond milk and sugar to mine— All her daughters are grown with homes of their own, she says. As a proud accomplishment None of us were teenage mothers. We went to school Sometimes to church. Motherhood is a war she won We knew how to lock the doors and windows. We knew how to tell men at the gas station to fuck off We knew how to earn a living by eighteen. We knew why we had to leave by eighteen— At some point, they called us lucky. And maybe I felt lucky for a while I made it without a father, I say this to strangers. As a proud accomplishment When my daughter is born, and I am grown enough To be a mother I fall asleep when the city is useless. When all the bars and clubs close down nearing the witching hours— Times I used to sneak back into the house. Back when I wasn’t grown, and my mother had children Wild, loose girls to listen out for.
Daughters she would curse for coming in late Daughters she raised to know better. Daughters she raised to be grown enough
To tell men at the gas station to fuck off. Daughters she raised like sons— And when I close my eyes, I see the man. Dark and toxic like the one my mother drinks alone. A man who bought me a drink one night. In exchange for a baby by morning I can see him standing in a courtroom of shadows. Telling a judge I am no mother to his child I am a wild, loose girl from Ohio on the run. With a baby that is his I am unwed, alone. My last year’s taxes I check, single never married Emotionally unstable—or does he call me dangerous? Is there a difference? I leave Texas fleetingly like I had been gone On a bad date all night
My mother is asleep when my plane lands. At the only airport in town—my baby is tied to my chest like a pacemaker. The day before I laid my clothes out like the first day of school. I sit an empty coffee mug by the machine. My important documents: the ones that say I am human woman. Naming the generation that has come from my body and is legally mine I worry about the man sleeping next to me. The child who binds us for the next 18 years to life is asleep across the room in her bassinet. She is soon to become fatherless in hours soon to be the daughter my mother taught me to be. The one I vow to teach to know better To tell men at the gas station to fuck off. Maybe not verbally—but just with her eyes That morning, I drink my coffee black. I am no longer fancy with a baby I put on leggings and a t-shirt. A jacket because I am always in winter Someone tells me the best way to leave an abuser— Is like a burglar, jumping inside a getaway cloud The sun is out the day I take off. Nearing the hour
My mother probably takes her lunch break. I run into the hot sun bright like death I wake up on the other side of myself. The girl from Ohio I left behind some time ago I call my mother at the airport. Knowing better than to knock at her door at this hour when Only women who aren’t real women are outside. She does not answer the phone when I call— No man to worry about; no child to listen out for.
Starr Davis (she/her) is a poet and essayist whose work has appeared in The Kenyon Review, Academy of American Poet’s Poem-a-Day, and The Rumpus. She was the 2024 Writing Freedom Fellow with Haymarket Books and the Mellon Foundation.
Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma. They hold an MFA in creative writing from the University of Tennessee, Knoxville and are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. A 2026 Best of the Net and 2025 AWP Intro Journal Awards winner, Merrick’s poetry appears in citizen trans* {project}, Seattle Journal for Social Justice, Fruitslice, Puerto del Sol, and elsewhere. When they are not writing or editing, Merrick loves to serve as a pillow for their cat, Kitten, while getting lost in new worlds written by other dreamers. Merrick is deeply committed to helping create a world that liberates us all.
The Sundress Academy for the Arts is excited to present Poetry Xfit hosted by Alexa White. This generative workshop event will take place on Sunday, September 27th, from 2 to 4 pm EST via Zoom. Join us at the link tiny.utk.edu/poetryxfit.
Poetry Xfit isn’t about throwing tires or heavy ropes, but the idea of confusing our muscles is the same. You will receive ideas, guidelines, and more as part of this generative workshop series in order to complete three poems in two hours. A new set of prompts will be provided after the writers have written collaboratively for thirty minutes. The goal is to create material that can be later modified and transformed into artwork rather than producing flawless final versions. The event is open to prose authors as well!
Alexa White is a mixed-race, neurodivergent writer and graduate of the University of Tennessee, Knoxville, where she earned her BA in Creative Writing and Studio Art. Alexa lives in Knoxville, her semi-hometown, and is the Creative Director and Assistant Editor at Sundress. She takes delight in backroads, quarries, and the last few seconds of sunset and redefines her bedtime nightly.
The Sundress Academy for the Arts is excited to present “For Colored Girls: A Celebration of the 50th Anniversary of For Colored Girls Who’ve Considered Suicide / When the Rainbow is Enuf” a workshop led by Monica Prince, on Wednesday, September 9th from 6:00-7:30 PM EST. This event will be held over Zoom. Participants can register for the event here.
Join us for an online celebration of the 50th Anniversary of the Broadway debut of Ntozake Shange’s seminal work, For Colored Girls Who’ve Considered Suicide / When the Rainbow is Enuff. This showcase of poets who’ve performed Shange’s work and/or been inspired by it, includes choreopoet, director, and educator Monica Prince who will lead the evening. She will be joined by an incredible line-up of poets including Shakeema Smalls, M. Mick Powell, Sullivan Summer, Jasmine Blooms and Rosa Castellano.
The evening will start and end with Shange’s words with the aim of inspiring a new generation to read her work and to give time and space to the sharing of what that work has meant to those present. It will be heart opening.
If you would like to support Sundress, you may make a charitable donation here in lieu of a ticket purchase. Your contribution supports our commitment to offering experiences like this to our community at no cost, improving arts accessibility for all.
This week, Managing Editor Merrick Sloane shares a new selection from each of their 5 favorite books featured on The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed so far this year.
Merrick’s fourth selection for the mid-year best of 2026 is from local remedies by Chiagoziem Jideofor (Host Publications 2026).
in today’s terms
the war ended when we had just folded
the impact was leaden we picked up panic
it then grew to become war hence the need to tell it in parts
in today’s terms are dazed and struggling
while the generals patrol the streets coordinate door-to-door
at home, we stay worrying why we aren’t yet dazzling,
when a greater force met our bodies like businesses stockpiling only rebel notes
with the flies circling and buzzing picked up bulk in adjourning rooms
that happened differently, and attach local colors
war means people are in no hurry with replacements
with an air in the name of civil obedience
the boys asking so unlike the sun in our flag
Chiagoziem Jideofor (she/her) is Queer and Igbo. Her work has appeared in Poetry, Michigan Quarterly Review, South Carolina Review, berlin lit, The Lincoln Review, Passages North, Commonwealth’s adda, the minnesota review, Shō Poetry Journal, MAYDAY, and elsewhere. She earned an MFA from the University of Alabama and is currently a PhD student at the University of Tennessee, Knoxville.
Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma. They hold an MFA in creative writing from the University of Tennessee, Knoxville and are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. A 2026 Best of the Net and 2025 AWP Intro Journal Awards winner, Merrick’s poetry appears in citizen trans* {project}, Seattle Journal for Social Justice, Fruitslice, Puerto del Sol, and elsewhere. When they are not writing or editing, Merrick loves to serve as a pillow for their cat, Kitten, while getting lost in new worlds written by other dreamers. Merrick is deeply committed to helping create a world that liberates us all.
This week, Managing Editor Merrick Sloane shares a new selection from each of their 5 favorite books featured on The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed so far this year.
Merrick’s next selection for the mid-year best of 2026 is from The Fault by Marcela Sulak (Black Lawrence Press 2024).
WEDDING GIFT
The print that began the ending of my marriage was so gorgeous, I’d forgotten how gorgeous it was in real life, laid out on the examination table, as the framer and I took measure of what lay before us—the paper itself and the textures, alive and breathing. The whale inside it shook a bit and swished, but it might have been the waves brushing against a stone, or it might not have been water at all, just strange birds in the Negev against a blue and white sky about to blink off without the fanfare of sunset. Tears burst when my fingertips brushed it. The framer, also, cleared his throat upon sliding it from its canister and unfolding it across the table. He touched the ragged edges and caressed the signature—print 1 of 12, he whispered. Every time he touched it he asked permission, as if we were lovers—may I remove it from its box? May I spread it out? The framer is going to Monte Negro for a week, so he’ll have it ready on Friday, Sept. 20. Once home, I undress and wait in bed, the sheets and covers indeterminate colors of green, for the dream to return to the point it left off, the last time I touched it. Then I was swimming all night through the air/sand/water that was the page of the print, and while nothing in particular happened, it was the nothing particular that happens when you walk on a strange and beautiful landscape for the first time. Or the nothing particular that ends a marriage. Then every leaf and every water drop and every strange flower is a happening.
Marcela Sulak (she/her) has authored five poetry collections, most recently, The Fault, and the National Jewish Book Awards Finalist, City of Skypapers (Black Lawrence Press, 2021). Her six translations of poetry collections from Czech, French, and Hebrew, have been recognized by PEN and the National Endowment for the Arts. She is managing editor of The Ilanot Review, and she directs the Shaindy Rudoff Graduate Program in Creative Writing.
Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma. They hold an MFA in creative writing from the University of Tennessee, Knoxville and are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. A 2026 Best of the Net and 2025 AWP Intro Journal Awards winner, Merrick’s poetry appears in citizen trans* {project}, Seattle Journal for Social Justice, Fruitslice, Puerto del Sol, and elsewhere. When they are not writing or editing, Merrick loves to serve as a pillow for their cat, Kitten, while getting lost in new worlds written by other dreamers. Merrick is deeply committed to helping create a world that liberates us all.
This week, Managing Editor Merrick Sloane shares a new selection from each of their 5 favorite books featured on The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed so far this year.
Merrick’s second selection for the mid-year best of 2026 is from Wolves in Shells by Kimberly Ann Priest (The University of Nebraska Press 2025).
Protections
Against the whir of my treadmill a shot rings out
and a wolf is gunned down—O-Six, they named her,
numinous alpha female of Yellowstone National Park
because she survived solo.
Even the commentator says this was unusual
and dangerous; yet she was beloved for acuity
and beauty, face like an owl mask against snow white.
I listen as the hunter celebrates his kill, the documentary
rolling. My treadmill rolling.
They had lifted the ban on hunting wolves that year—
endangered status just long enough for a female
to become her own pack, survive, surpass the males of her kind.
Kimberly Ann Priest (she/her) is a writer and visual artist whose book Wolves in Shells won the 2024 Backwaters Prize in Poetry from the University of Nebraska Press. She is the author of four full-length books of poetry and an assistant professor in the Department of Writing, Rhetoric, and Cultures at Michigan State University. Her poetry has appeared in Copper Nickel, Poetry Wales, Prairie Schooner, and Birmingham Poetry Review.
Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma. They hold an MFA in creative writing from the University of Tennessee, Knoxville and are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. A 2026 Best of the Net and 2025 AWP Intro Journal Awards winner, Merrick’s poetry appears in citizen trans* {project}, Seattle Journal for Social Justice, Fruitslice, Puerto del Sol, and elsewhere. When they are not writing or editing, Merrick loves to serve as a pillow for their cat, Kitten, while getting lost in new worlds written by other dreamers. Merrick is deeply committed to helping create a world that liberates us all.