The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed: The Autobiography of Rain by Lana Hechtman Ayers


This selection, chosen by guest editor Joey Gould, is from The Autobiography of Rain by Lana Hechtman Ayers (Fernwood Press 2024).

became sand     became ocean     became sky

after “Coda” by Patricia Fargnoli

At the cabin in Pemaquid, Maine
                we were as fluid as mist that socked in
                                the mornings of our retreat days

soft and surreal
                so that our words sighed like the ocean outside
                                lighthouse a quick-step stroll away

our poems glided onto pages mobius as seagulls—
                we colored in white lines with blue glass bowls
                                a tambourine     a teapot     giant beguiling isles

meanwhile the world far away from our mystical
                poets’ globe seethed with the usual meanness—
                                injustice     war     oozing angers

that transform anything
                even furniture into weapons
                                the rocking chair smashed against a wall

all we knew was tall beach grass shifting dunes
                the calls of owls high in the pines at night
                                wind-scattered stars

the last day we went our separate ways
                back to our opposing coasts
                                clipped cities

had I known that it would be the last time
                I’d ever see you—
                                no tears     no parting words

only breath on one another’s cheeks
                our oblique poems of being
                                a hug so tight I’d still be holding you now


Cat mama, dog mama, sky-watcher, and former New Yorker Lana Hechtman Ayers earned an MFA in Poetry from New England College. She has authored 4 chapbooks, 9 full-length poetry collections, and has poems appearing in or forthcoming from The London Reader, Peregrine, One Art, and others. In her role as managing editor, she’s ushered 150 poetry collections into the world. Lana is a recovering coffee-obsessive whose favorite color is the swirl of van Gogh’s The Starry Night. From her home in Oregon on the unceded land of the Yaq’on people, on clear quiet nights she can hear the Pacific ocean whispering to the moon.


Joey Gould, who served as Sundress Academy for the Arts Spring 2024 Writer in Residence, wrote The Acute Avian Heart (2019, Lily Poetry Review) & Penitent > Arbiter (2022, Lily Poetry Review), along with transfinity (forthcoming from Lambhouse Books). Their recent work appears in SolsticeMemezine, and Defunkt Magazine’s Surreal Confessional Anthology. They write book reviews as Poetry Editor for Drunk Monkeys, and have also placed reviews in Glass: A Journal of Poetry and the Sundress blog.

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