Cover design: Lindsey Cleworth Cover art: “What I have learned (Bipolar Neuron)” by Chanika Svetvilas
This selection, chosen by guest editor Sarah Clark, is fromPSYCH MURDERS by Stephanie Heit (Wayne State University Press 2022).
Murderer shows up uninvited at my Spanish group to announce that I won’t be there next week. It is a full time job trying to stay alive and trying to get dead at the same time. He traces my every move, always has me within sightlines, prepared and trigger ready, non-stop threat until the desire to get rid of his cadaver breath on my neck becomes more urgent than a death toll. The tension of when Murderer will find me unprepared and how he will kill me builds until any action would be release.
Image credit: Tamara Wade
Stephanie Heit (she/her) is a queer disabled poet, dancer, teacher, and codirector of Turtle Disco, a somatic writing space on Anishinaabe territory in Ypsilanti, Michigan. Her creative disciplines are fluid and inform each other in inquiries that delve into somatic experiences of how the body inhabits the page, words inhabit the body, and how the environment we place our bodyminds in stimulate new awareness. She is bipolar, a shock/psych system survivor, a mad activist, and a member of the Olimpias, an international disability performance collective. Her poetry collections are the book of hybrid memoir poems PSYCH MURDERS (Wayne State University Press, 2022) and The Color She Gave Gravity (Operating System, 2017).
Sarah Clark is a mad crip genderfuck two-spirit enrolled Nanticoke editor, writer, and cultural consultant. They are Editor-in-Chief of beestung, Editor-in-Chief and Poetry Editor at ANMLY, Editor-in-Chief at ALOCASIA: a journal of queer plant-based writing, Co-Editor of the Bettering American Poetry series, and a current Board member and Assistant Editor at Sundress Publications. They have edited folios for publications including the GLITTERBRAIN folio and a folio on Indigenous & Decolonial Futures & Futurisms at ANMLY. Sarah freelances, and has worked with a number of literary and arts publications and organizations, including the Best of the Net anthology, contemptorary, Curious Specimens, #PoetsResist at Glass Poetry, Apogee Journal, Blackbird, the Paris Review, and elsewhere.