The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed: The Best Best Dressed of 2025


Merrick’s fifth selection for the best of 2025 is from Bad Animal by Kathryn Bratt-Pfotenhauer (Riot in your Throat Press, 2023).

READING FRANKENSTEIN IN SEPTEMBER

Let me say that I too wanted to die. Wanted
to abandon my post, listening at the bathroom door

for the sound of my father finishing his work, expelling
the body’s refuse. I listened not out of a curiosity, but out

of warning: an assurance he wouldn’t fall, or hit his head
on something. I listened to ensure one of us lived.

There was no snow-slicked tundra here, no ship locked
in the embrace of ice. In fact, I sweated through my shirt,

the last, hot tongues of summer teasing along my neck.
My father kept the apartment chilled, a bottle of white wine

held at the closure. And when I cut his toenails, I did so
with the devotion of a child confronted with their father’s mortality

for the first time: fearful, a little nervous. I shouldn’t
have worried. The clippers sliced through the thickened edge

of the nail efficiently. Their sick noise sounded in the silence,
while I knelt at the foot of my creator. I could have spent my life stitching

what is precious together again: the line between my first initial
and the middle name of his other daughter, the one who died.

I could have spent my life chasing the ideal female:
her name was Rebecca. Her little fists opened and closed,

then opened again. Her lungs: little birds in flight.


Kathryn Bratt-Pfotenhauer is the author of the poetry collection Bad Animal (Riot in Your Throat, 2023) and the chapbook Small Geometries (Ethel, 2023). The recipient of a Pushcart Prize, her poetry has been published in The Missouri Review, The Adroit Journal, and others. Her fiction has been published/is forthcoming in Giving Room Magazine and The Masters Review. She is a graduate of Syracuse University’s MFA program in Poetry and is a doctoral student in Comparative Literature at New York University.

Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma who’s a sucker for expletives and second languages. They hold an MFA in creative writing from the University of Tennessee, Knoxville and are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. Merrick’s work has appeared or is forthcoming in The Central Dissent: A Journal of Gender and Sexuality,BLEACH!citizen trans* {project}, Arcana PoetryPuerto del SolANMLY, Fruitslice, among others. Merrick’s poetry was recently selected as a winner of the Garden Party Collective’s contest on Neurodivergence / Intersectionality and as a winner for AWP’s 2025 Intro Journal Awards. Their work has received support from the DreamYard Rad(ical) Poetry Consortium, Poets House, and Sundress Publications. When they are not writing or editing, Merrick loves to serve as a pillow for their cat, Kitten, while getting lost in new worlds written by other dreamers. Merrick is deeply committed to helping create a world that liberates us all.

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