The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed: Girlhood x A Haunting by Jessica Rae Bergamino

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                                                  Strange Instructions

Nancy has faced  many mysteries,  but  her  body remains  the biggest
one. She draws off her  sweater, ignoring the shivers that  trample her
through.  She  examines  her  breasts  in  the mirror, holding  them up
and out, wondering at their weight in her  small  hands.  How strange,
she  thinks  coolly, how unlike herself! She bends down to watch them
hang, presses her fingers into  the crease of her stomach. She still isn’t
what  her  father  wants her  to be,  is still covered in soft dark fur. She
drops  her skirt to the floor and  studies the way her thighs give rise to
her hips, how  bird-pecked they are,  how frightening.  How strange to
see clearly where she ends and begins, to understand where she opens
and  how she closes.  To feel  that even this can  be solved. She lets out
a long, high wail that shakes the windows in their sills.

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