THE MERMAID
She comes to me phantasm, midnight-
blurry, my wishwife in salmon petticoat,
flushed flutter and click of her pink- & grey-
scale. Her upside-down boat, my wet bell:
seaweed cloud, indigo rust, her pitted coral
cheek. I pocket bubbles, knot my fingers
into the anchor’s chain, reach for her slick
neck and a sip of breath. O widow, hail
the siren’s ruin: she promises a shipwreck
soon, drowns his fists & sways the moon,
tomorrow he’ll be no more. Sand notches
my cheek: awake, ashore. I steady
my vision—her fishface echoes—against
the horizon and begin the day’s search.
Fisherman, sailor, husband. Scanning
for the blur of boat that signals his return.
A friend invites me for sushi, her tongue tempting
with superwhite tuna melting like a pat of butter.
She manipulates another fleshy bite
with her chopsticks. The pink flash
of her tongue carries me back into dream
and the world monochromes. Gasping
in the moon pool, all silver-blue and seasalt-
white, her line cast, hook fast in the corner
of my mouth. She sighs a promise of gills
but still I hear his fist, hard and steady,
keeping time. Our diving bell sinks deeper
into the mirrored world, her mouth
hard against mine in this, our last act,
final art. O widow, hail the siren’s ruin:
she promises a shipwreck
soon, drowns his fists & sways
the moon, tomorrow he’ll be no more.
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