The Wardrobe’s Best Dressed: How to Keep Things Alive by Beth Gordon


This selection, chosen by guest editor Sarah Clark, is from How to Keep Things Alive by Beth Gordon (Split Rock Press 2023).

Sonnets of Apology

i’m sorry for comparing you to new

rabbits for eight years
prints   your undertow
a fluorescent ceiling light
for metamorphosis metaphors
swimming in the afterbirth
for drownings
i’m sorry for the colors

winter rabbit snow-
face flickering like
i’m sorry
            worms
for tadpoles
for losing you in my dream
dolphin blue

voices far beyond the binoculars
where lightning is never seen without death

your eyes

a memory of memory

i’m sorry i’ve forgotten your human

fingers
for the DNA I gave you

the grey of empty hurricanes
forgive me

for losing you in my dream
voices runway lights
the weather lightning

for airport
guiding you beyond
fog that grounds all flight

i’m sorry i was wine drunk when you closed

your eyes when you hushed
to the ears of the grounded
the listings of superstitions

your cricket chatter
forgive me
            simple

plagues hurricane gods heart attacks foreign

objects caught
where stars disappear where
your bloom

in the swallow of sorrow
stars disappear
a memory of memory

i’m sorry i’ve forgotten your tadpole

fingers
forgive me

the blue of sudden dragonflies
for the DNA I gave you


Beth Gordon is a poet, mother and grandmother in Asheville, NC. She is the author of Morning Walk with Dead Possum, Breakfast and Parallel Universe (Animal Heart Press), Particularly Dangerous Situation (Clare Songbirds Publishing), This Small Machine of Prayer (Kelsay Books), The Water Cycle (Variant Literature), How to Keep Things Alive (Split Rock Press), and Crone (Louisiana Literature). Beth is Managing Editor of Feral, and Assistant Editor of Animal Heart Press and Femme Salve Books.

Sarah Clark is a mad crip genderfuck two-spirit enrolled Nanticoke editor, writer, and cultural consultant. They are Editor-in-Chief of beestung, Editor-in-Chief and Poetry Editor at ANMLY, Editor-in-Chief at ALOCASIA: a journal of queer plant-based writing, Co-Editor of the Bettering American Poetry series, and a current Board member and Assistant Editor at Sundress Publications. They have edited folios for publications including the GLITTERBRAIN folio and a folio on Indigenous & Decolonial Futures & Futurisms at ANMLY. Sarah freelances, and has worked with a number of literary and arts publications and organizations, including the Best of the Net anthology, contemptorary, Curious Specimens, #PoetsResist at Glass Poetry, Apogee Journal, Blackbird, the Paris Review, and elsewhere.

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