This selection, chosen by guest editor Valyntina Grenier, is from I Was One of My Memoriesby Laurie Blauner (Pank Books 2021).
Tahitian Sky
Dear Cloud,
I’m unfolding and refolding myself to try to force myself out of grief and back into love. I am stubborn, remembering places, events, reliving moments through cell phone photographs, memory and reenacting what happened once like postcards sent from a faraway island.
I remember how Cyrus trembled when an airplane passed overhead. Sometimes the plane tried to write something in the sky that didn’t last.
Laurie Blauner is the author of eight books of poetry, five novels, and a hybrid non-fiction book called I Was One of My Memories that won PANK’s CNF Book Award. Her work has appeared in Tupelo Quarterly, Georgia Review, Superstition Review, The Nation, The New Republic, Poetry, and many other magazines.
Valyntina Grenier is a multi-genre eco artist living with her wife in Tucson, AZ. She works with paint, ink, Neon, encaustic medium, recycled or repurposed materials and words. She is the author of Honeymoon Shoes and the chapbooks, Fever Dream/ Take Heart and In Our Now. You’ll find her work in, Beyond Queer Words, Genre: Urban Arts, Impermanent Earth, Lana Turner, The Journal, Querencia, and The Wardrobe. Find her at valyntinagrenier.com or Insta @valyntinagrenier.