This selection, chosen by Guest Editor Jacob Jardel, is from These Hollowed Bones by Amelia Díaz Ettinger (Sea Crow Press 2024).
Brewer’s or Grackle
Euphagus cyanocephalus or
Quiscalus niger?
i’m always home, but wistfulness follows
me as tail feathers on a bird––Brewer’s blackbird
they cluster on the wooden broken fence
near our reeds––males with their curious yellow eyes
that seems to shift lost crevices inside of me,
their iridescent heads––that purple shimmer
an oil stain green, these lushness takes me back
to a childhood of tropical rain, Fichus trees,
and a plaza filled with the chinchilín song
of his cousin––an ecological equivalent––
the Antillean Grackle
could i beg for a similar fortune?
if my wish were granted, the child in me would run
unabashed after that long tailed chango
the perfect name for a silly bird that shows off
his large family––a gatherer full of mischief,
but the Grackle is not here in this colder climate
here the aloof Brewer’s, secretive but for singing
his own cacophonous song to his immediate brood
i can sense he doesn’t feel the loss of home
unlike me, his home is home––where the nest rests
its twiggy cup near brothers and sisters
a loose colony of familiar ancestry––my jealousy
at least for this summer, for this breeding season
Amelia Díaz Ettinger’s (she/her) poetry and short stories have been published in anthologies, literary magazines, and periodicals. She is the author of two chapbooks and four books of poetry. She has an MS in Biology and MFA in creative writing. Her literary work is a marriage of science and her experience as an immigrant.

Jacob Jardel (he/they) is a CHamoru writer, scholar, and educator born in Guåhan (Guam), raised in California and Oklahoma, and currently based in Kansas City. He’s currently pursuing a doctoral degree in Humanities with a focus in English at the University of Missouri-Kansas City. A former Editor for The Sosland Journal and The Central Dissent, his work has appeared in The 580 Mixtapes Vol. 1, Fanachu’s Voices of the Diaspora zine, and No. 1 Magazine. He is also a member of the Garden Party Collective, through which he published his poetry chapbook Full-Blooded CHamaole in 2024. Online, Jacob lives at his website itsjacobj.com, on Instagram and Threads @itsjacobj, and sometimes on BlueSky @itsjacobj.bsky.social. Offline, he lives with his partner, his cat, and his ever-growing board game and Magic the Gathering collection.

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