This selection, chosen by guest editor Alexis Ivy, is from Dark Beds by Diana Whitney (June Road Press, 2023).
Etymology of Fidelity
from Latin fides: faith from Old English bide: to beg, persuade careful observance of duty adherence to a person to whom one is bound
The exact truth wrenched free: brutal nail in the framing joist. I have betrayed, lied, withheld essentials, played you for a fool for a fern-wrapped haiku and a ragged bouquet of loosestrife.
Sacrifice is needed—to shun the possible selves, resist the intoxicating forest of the unknown, secret euphoria of hidden poems.
Here is my allegiance—to hold in balance what is sworn and what is possible, to keep watch, guard the fortress.
Heart, I bid you: obey. Return again to the altar where we began, kneeling by the stove in a cold cabin by a frozen lake, kneeling before iron with one lit match, blowing on kindling through our cupped hands.
Diana Whitney writes across genres with a focus on feminism, motherhood, and sexuality. Dark Beds, her second poetry collection, was published by June Road Press in 2023 and named a finalist for the Poetry Society of Virginia’s North American Book Award. She is also the editor of the bestselling anthology You Don’t Have to Be Everything: Poems for Girls Becoming Themselves (2021), winner of the Claudia Lewis Award. Her work has appeared in The New York Times, The Kenyon Review, Glamour, Electric Literature, and elsewhere. Her first book, Wanting It, won the Rubery Book Award, and her third collection, Girl Trouble, is forthcoming from CavanKerry Press in 2026. Diana has received numerous grants for her writing, including from the Sustainable Arts Foundation and the Vermont Arts Council, and holds an MFA in poetry from New England College. A feminist activist in her Vermont hometown and beyond, she advocates for survivors of sexual violence and works as a writing coach and as a community organizer for a rural LGBTQ+ nonprofit.
Alexis Ivy is a 2018 recipient of the Massachusetts Cultural Council Fellowship in Poetry. She is the author of Romance with Small-Time Crooks(BlazeVOX [books], 2013), and Taking the Homeless Census (Saturnalia Books, 2020) which won the 2018 Saturnalia Editors Prize. She is co-editor of Essential Voices: A COVID-19 Anthology (West Virginia University Press, 2023). A recent resident of the Sundress Academy for the Arts, she lives in her hometown Boston, working as an advocate for the homeless, and teaching in the PoemWorks community.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Alexis Ivy, is from Dark Beds by Diana Whitney (June Road Press, 2023).
Ice House
1.
Hazard lights in the breakdown lane— three semis stuck halfway up Searsburg Mountain, the state trooper bending to set flares
on treacherous ice roads winding slow east/west over the ridge where my mother is re-learning how to knit.
Her marled stitches furl into a ribbon, loose scarf for an imaginary child, another project she’ll never finish. She carries
the soft cowl from room to room, couch to chair, with the mystery she’s been reading since August.
2.
Why aren’t the windmills turning when we pass? They razed the ridgeline but those giant blades stand sentinel above the riddled snowpack.
Tension is just trapped energy, the teacher says, rubbing the knot at the nape of my neck. I want to believe her, I breathe
into the interstices, imagine I’d be different with a different man, would soften like a rag beneath his grip.
3.
Out on the Meadows, the fishermen arrive in darkness, live bait in lidded buckets. They light the woodstove in the metal house,
bore a hole through the ice, revealing the netherworld: murky reeds and black mud, the promise of slow perch in cold water. They hook a minnow below the dorsal fin and it swims around the hole all day
tethered to an invisible line, battering the smooth walls. The only way out is to be consumed, the only freedom a mouth
darker and colder than this frozen river.
Diana Whitney writes across genres with a focus on feminism, motherhood, and sexuality. Dark Beds, her second poetry collection, was published by June Road Press in 2023 and named a finalist for the Poetry Society of Virginia’s North American Book Award. She is also the editor of the bestselling anthology You Don’t Have to Be Everything: Poems for Girls Becoming Themselves (2021), winner of the Claudia Lewis Award. Her work has appeared in The New York Times, The Kenyon Review, Glamour, Electric Literature, and elsewhere. Her first book, Wanting It, won the Rubery Book Award, and her third collection, Girl Trouble, is forthcoming from CavanKerry Press in 2026. Diana has received numerous grants for her writing, including from the Sustainable Arts Foundation and the Vermont Arts Council, and holds an MFA in poetry from New England College. A feminist activist in her Vermont hometown and beyond, she advocates for survivors of sexual violence and works as a writing coach and as a community organizer for a rural LGBTQ+ nonprofit.
Alexis Ivy is a 2018 recipient of the Massachusetts Cultural Council Fellowship in Poetry. She is the author of Romance with Small-Time Crooks(BlazeVOX [books], 2013), and Taking the Homeless Census (Saturnalia Books, 2020) which won the 2018 Saturnalia Editors Prize. She is co-editor of Essential Voices: A COVID-19 Anthology (West Virginia University Press, 2023). A recent resident of the Sundress Academy for the Arts, she lives in her hometown Boston, working as an advocate for the homeless, and teaching in the PoemWorks community.
Kimberly Ann Priest’s fifth poetry collection tether & lung (Texas Review Press, 2025)is a fierce, dynamic, and deeply personal collection about grief, forgiveness, fury, and sexuality. tether & lunghas an intensity that is at once severe, haunting, and tender. Priest’s work is often focused on gender-based trauma and domestic ecologies, and this collection is no departure from that. Divided into four sub-sections, “The Gelding,” “Her Hand,” “A Tether,” and “Of Lungs,” tether & lungindulges in what it means to be a sensual, yet brutal woman facing the aftermath of heartbreak—but not the kind you are thinking of.
Lush with nature personification, tether & lungemploys nature as a way to reckon with one’s own feelings. Horses, barns, as well as vivid imagery of the surrounding planes of rural Michigan invite readers into Priest’s home. Nature becomes an anchor that Priest uses to connect her own suffering with that of her husband’s. The natural world around Priest and her family, as well as a particular horse, “The Gelding,” become characters of their own in the collection, dictating the direction of Priest’s journey of healing. An additional foundation of the collection lies heavily in the ecodomestic setting surrounding Priest and her family. A narrative foundation underpins Tether and Lung, which tells the story of Priest’s husband emerging into his sexuality, disrupting her marriage. Her children are integrated into several poems, filling in a portrait of Priest’s very own domestic ecology, such as in “We Dance” and “On Needing Someone to Be a Little Like God.” Themes of grief, compassion, gender, sexuality, divorce, and motherhood ebb and flow throughout the collection.
A striking echoing of 24th Poet Laureate Ada Limon’s work appears in tether & lung. While reading this sensual, melancholic collection, I couldn’t help but think of Limon’s own interest with horses (“How to Triumph Like a Girl) and tendency to dwell on the mundane features of nature in order to illustrate a larger pain. Much to my delight, Limon is mentioned in one of the poems, “Gomorrah”! Specifically Bright Dead Things (Mildweed Editions, 2015) is quoted: “There are dead things—bright dead things says the poet / Ada Limón—in my flower sink” (Priest 55). This allusion is sharp and well-done, and a similar evocative style leads Priest’s collection to affect readers in similar ways as Limon’s work.
While Limon lingers in the pages of tether & lung, Brenda Shaughnessy poem “Our Andromeda” comes to mind along the topics of pregnancy and motherhood in Priest’s poetry. Shaughnessy writes, “We will find our kind in Andromeda, / we will become our true selves. / I will be the mother who / never hurt you, and you will have your / childhood back in full blossom, / whole hog. Wherein Shaughnessy focuses on wanting a different path for her son, Priest writes about how her children are affected by their father. Her children’s relationship with their father is explored as well as her own challenges with parenting. This was, perhaps, the most surprising feature of tether & lung. Priest’s children embody a small space in the collection, one that is potent with the malleability of childhood, the importance of receiving support from an early age.
These poems are filled with kindness and a deep sense of introspection that will be sure to impress readers. Poems “The Good Wife,” “After My Husband Tells Me He is Gay, My Body Contemplates Suicide,” “Nest,” and “A Most Harmless Hour” are, in my opinion, the strongest poems in the collection, the poems that conveyed the most impressive sense of vulnerability, intimacy, and power through Priest’s voice. For readers who enjoy the combination of narrative driven stories and symbolic language and the natural world, tether & lungis sure to inspire.
The poems within tether & lungspark a deeper conversation on gender and sexuality. Priest’s exploration of sexuality, and of her husband’s, is gentle and intimate. Even bold at times. She elaborates on the plasticity that surrounds her own relationship with her husband. In a particularly beautiful poem, “A Young Man is Beautiful,” Priest writes,
“Late,
I stood in our bedroom doorframe
enacting a private exploration of his features
like a schoolgirl seeing a young man is beautiful
for the first time. He was
Beautiful, stirring as I laid down beside him
and murmuring something against
the side of his face.” (59)
The courage of Priest’s own emotional journey is tested as poems like this depict the dialectical nature of forgiveness, or change. Priest is able to detest her husband, while also allowing space to grieve and love the man she once knew, and still does.
Beyond anything else, though, this collection is brave. The forms undertaken in several poems, such as “Film Noir [with Car & Cigarette]”, are experimental and successful. The vulnerability required to tell the story the Priest shares with readers requires an astute sense of courage and perspective. These qualities are what makes tether & lung anything but ordinary. The collection speaks volumes on the emotional journey of healing, forgiving, and the refusal to resist loving the ones you hold close. It is brave, beautiful, and sure to affect readers looking for narrative-driven, imagery-dependent poetry.
Emma Goss is a senior English major with minors in Film and Linguistic Anthropology. A passionate reader, she prefers to always be juggling a poetry collection, a literary fiction novel, and an audiobook. Emma is especially drawn to poetry rooted in nature symbolism and metaphor. Some of her favorite collections include The Tradition by Jericho Brown, War of the Foxes by Richard Siken, What the Living Do by Marie Howe, and Jane: A Murder by Maggie Nelson. Her poetry has been published in Pangyrus Magazine and by the Princeton Leonard L. Milberg ’53 Poetry Contest. Originally from Los Angeles, she spends her time hiking local trails or browsing the poetry shelves at Barnes & Noble Studio City when not at Vassar.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Alexis Ivy, is from Dark Beds by Diana Whitney (June Road Press, 2023).
Medicine
Anything can be medicine. A jar of spring water,
a dropper of oil, windchimes at dusk by a door no one enters.
The smallest cat venturing onto your lap, circling to make her day bed.
There is medicine in her purr, her paws kneading your sweater,
medicine in the glow of the creased old heating pad, borrowed long ago from your mother.
See, it still works. Lay it over your belly.
TV can be medicine if you’re too sore to sleep. Even the childproof vial
of hard white pills, concocted in a factory on another continent, rattling like teeth in the vitamin drawer, is necessary medicine for despair.
Stop gritting your jaw, calculating your failures. Anything can be medicine.
Open the cap, tip the pearls into your palm.
Forgive yourself everything. Swallow.
Diana Whitney writes across genres with a focus on feminism, motherhood, and sexuality. Dark Beds, her second poetry collection, was published by June Road Press in 2023 and named a finalist for the Poetry Society of Virginia’s North American Book Award. She is also the editor of the bestselling anthology You Don’t Have to Be Everything: Poems for Girls Becoming Themselves (2021), winner of the Claudia Lewis Award. Her work has appeared in The New York Times, The Kenyon Review, Glamour, Electric Literature, and elsewhere. Her first book, Wanting It, won the Rubery Book Award, and her third collection, Girl Trouble, is forthcoming from CavanKerry Press in 2026. Diana has received numerous grants for her writing, including from the Sustainable Arts Foundation and the Vermont Arts Council, and holds an MFA in poetry from New England College. A feminist activist in her Vermont hometown and beyond, she advocates for survivors of sexual violence and works as a writing coach and as a community organizer for a rural LGBTQ+ nonprofit.
Alexis Ivy is a 2018 recipient of the Massachusetts Cultural Council Fellowship in Poetry. She is the author of Romance with Small-Time Crooks(BlazeVOX [books], 2013), and Taking the Homeless Census (Saturnalia Books, 2020) which won the 2018 Saturnalia Editors Prize. She is co-editor of Essential Voices: A COVID-19 Anthology (West Virginia University Press, 2023). A recent resident of the Sundress Academy for the Arts, she lives in her hometown Boston, working as an advocate for the homeless, and teaching in the PoemWorks community.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Alexis Ivy, is from Dark Beds by Diana Whitney (June Road Press, 2023).
Everything But
Don’t make me be fifteen again but god give me one more pent-up afternoon down in the den laid out on the couch like birthday cake my senior boyfriend spooned
piece by sugared piece into his mouth. Grant me uncharted hours of roaming hands, delicious shimmy out of jeans and blouse before all territory was staked and planned,
before latex, the expectation of release. Fooling around we called it and we were fools feasting on bare skin in mazy sheets, artlessly skirting our parents’ rules
till the needle skittered across the black vinyl and god the nameless world was mapped.
Diana Whitney writes across genres with a focus on feminism, motherhood, and sexuality. Dark Beds, her second poetry collection, was published by June Road Press in 2023 and named a finalist for the Poetry Society of Virginia’s North American Book Award. She is also the editor of the bestselling anthology You Don’t Have to Be Everything: Poems for Girls Becoming Themselves (2021), winner of the Claudia Lewis Award. Her work has appeared in The New York Times, The Kenyon Review, Glamour, Electric Literature, and elsewhere. Her first book, Wanting It, won the Rubery Book Award, and her third collection, Girl Trouble, is forthcoming from CavanKerry Press in 2026. Diana has received numerous grants for her writing, including from the Sustainable Arts Foundation and the Vermont Arts Council, and holds an MFA in poetry from New England College. A feminist activist in her Vermont hometown and beyond, she advocates for survivors of sexual violence and works as a writing coach and as a community organizer for a rural LGBTQ+ nonprofit.
Alexis Ivy is a 2018 recipient of the Massachusetts Cultural Council Fellowship in Poetry. She is the author of Romance with Small-Time Crooks(BlazeVOX [books], 2013), and Taking the Homeless Census (Saturnalia Books, 2020) which won the 2018 Saturnalia Editors Prize. She is co-editor of Essential Voices: A COVID-19 Anthology (West Virginia University Press, 2023). A recent resident of the Sundress Academy for the Arts, she lives in her hometown Boston, working as an advocate for the homeless, and teaching in the PoemWorks community.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Alexis Ivy, is from As If This Did Not Happen Every Day by Paula Lambert (Sheila-Na-Gig Editions 2024).
Silt
a golden shovel, after Adelaide Simon’s “Panther”
The way of the world is slow but sure. Silt gives in to freefall, lets itself go where water is bound, down, ever down, and in its falling remembers the stone it was, hard and unyielding, until the glaciers spread, the wind roared, and finally, finally, river carried what was left. Silt knows life grinds us into what we were meant to be, slowly and fiercely tearing at all that held us down.
Paula J.Lambert has published ten collections of poetry, and a new book, Terms of Venery, Revised, is forthcoming from Sheila-Na-Gig Editions. Also a visual artist and literary translator, her work has been recognized by PEN America and supported by the Ohio Arts Council, Greater Columbus Arts Council, and Virginia Center for Creative Arts. She lives in Columbus, Ohio, with her husband Michael Perkins, a philosopher and technologist. More at www.paulajlambert.com.
Alexis Ivy is a 2018 recipient of the Massachusetts Cultural Council Fellowship in Poetry. She is the author of Romance with Small-Time Crooks(BlazeVOX [books], 2013), and Taking the Homeless Census (Saturnalia Books, 2020) which won the 2018 Saturnalia Editors Prize. She is co-editor of Essential Voices: A COVID-19 Anthology (West Virginia University Press, 2023). A recent resident of the Sundress Academy for the Arts, she lives in her hometown Boston, working as an advocate for the homeless, and teaching in the PoemWorks community.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Alexis Ivy, is from As If This Did Not Happen Every Day by Paula Lambert (Sheila-Na-Gig Editions 2024).
The Limb
My fear is that you’ll look up one day and see all that you’ve missed. I fear that
more than you not looking up at all, and never knowing, and never changing
your ways—you’ll have to do all this all over again, you know. It’s seeing that
saves us. Here, I want to say and all the hard work that comes, after. But it isn’t
work, is it, so much as letting go: a bird who thinks too much will never lift off
the branch. Bird has only to look up, see the sky and know her place in it. Then,
it’s as if the branch had never existed at all and also like it had been there all along.
Paula J.Lambert has published ten collections of poetry, and a new book, Terms of Venery, Revised, is forthcoming from Sheila-Na-Gig Editions. Also a visual artist and literary translator, her work has been recognized by PEN America and supported by the Ohio Arts Council, Greater Columbus Arts Council, and Virginia Center for Creative Arts. She lives in Columbus, Ohio, with her husband Michael Perkins, a philosopher and technologist. More at www.paulajlambert.com.
Alexis Ivy is a 2018 recipient of the Massachusetts Cultural Council Fellowship in Poetry. She is the author of Romance with Small-Time Crooks(BlazeVOX [books], 2013), and Taking the Homeless Census (Saturnalia Books, 2020) which won the 2018 Saturnalia Editors Prize. She is co-editor of Essential Voices: A COVID-19 Anthology (West Virginia University Press, 2023). A recent resident of the Sundress Academy for the Arts, she lives in her hometown Boston, working as an advocate for the homeless, and teaching in the PoemWorks community.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Alexis Ivy, is from As If This Did Not Happen Every Day by Paula Lambert (Sheila-Na-Gig Editions 2024).
How to Trust the Moon (Chicken)
Why did the chicken cross the road? Because Chicken saw something fit to pursue. Chicken yearns, and his commitment to what he yearns for is steadfast. Maybe some sweet hen—maybe a rooster. Maybe a future, or a chance to escape the farmer’s ax.
Chicken’s eyes are always ahead of his gait: head thrusts forward, long neck locks into place, and while his vision comes fully into focus, one foot follows another, catching up.
The better question, maybe, is why Chicken didn’t look back. Why no one taught him what a boundary was, or that journeys like his have consequences. Maybe Chicken, spared of the ax— who may have left hen and a couple of eggs behind— saw only the sun rising and falling and wanted to know where it went. Maybe he saw the moon and dreamt the word derivative. Maybe he woke afraid. Maybe he saw the greener pasture, luxury condos, a convertible passing him by, but listen:
Chicken’s eyes are stuck in their sockets. His brain extends to his neck. Had he not escaped the farmer’s ax, he might still have crossed that road. He might have remembered a former life, some part of his past he couldn’t quite grasp: tsunami’s wave heaving skyward, earth giving way beneath his feet, the scream of a siren right when the world went black.
Ask this: how life propels him forward. Why he goes—and keeps going, despite the roar of doom and terror that hits him along the way. How he follows the light where it lands. How to trust the moon and why, when he so often wants to cry, he so often laughs instead.
Paula J.Lambert has published ten collections of poetry, and a new book, Terms of Venery, Revised, is forthcoming from Sheila-Na-Gig Editions. Also a visual artist and literary translator, her work has been recognized by PEN America and supported by the Ohio Arts Council, Greater Columbus Arts Council, and Virginia Center for Creative Arts. She lives in Columbus, Ohio, with her husband Michael Perkins, a philosopher and technologist. More at www.paulajlambert.com.
Alexis Ivy is a 2018 recipient of the Massachusetts Cultural Council Fellowship in Poetry. She is the author of Romance with Small-Time Crooks(BlazeVOX [books], 2013), and Taking the Homeless Census (Saturnalia Books, 2020) which won the 2018 Saturnalia Editors Prize. She is co-editor of Essential Voices: A COVID-19 Anthology (West Virginia University Press, 2023). A recent resident of the Sundress Academy for the Arts, she lives in her hometown Boston, working as an advocate for the homeless, and teaching in the PoemWorks community.
Sarah Giragosian’s Mother Octopus (Middle Creek Publishing, 2024) is a moving poetry collection that explores themes of queer intimacy, consumption, environmental collapse, phonology, lineage, and motherhood.
The collection, winner of the 2023 Halcyon Poetry Prize, first embraces readers with a haibun, “Saltonstall Residency, Ithaca, NY Haibun.” This poem is abundant in intricate, compact imagery that creates and describes the world in Mother Octopus, a world riddled with loss and grief. The haiku portion acts as a focal point: “A mother’s vast tongue / licks her calf into being, / flush with a new idea” (Giragosian 7). Giragosian highlights the bond between mother and calf while intertwining the themes of nature and the creation/degradation of environmental health. This poem, along with Giragosian’s dedication to her late mother, lingered with me throughout the collection, reminding me how deeply rooted mothers are in our ways of thinking, even as we grow independent.
A poem that especially resonated with me during my read was “Diet and Feeding Behavior of the Hagfish, Practicing Witch of the Sea,” which focuses on a hagfish’s brutality. Initially, I assumed Giragosian was writing on queer intimacy, displaying how romanticism was lost in this act of love between “her” and “I” in the poem. The speaker describes how the hagfish has “—evolved to dine and dash—” (Giragosian 57). This metaphor serves as a way to compare sapphic love to the heartlessness the hagfish has upon its prey. However, there’s a self-reflection of grief underlying here; the hagfish may serve as the speaker’s grief, devouring them from the inside out. This can be seen in the first stanza, which reads:
I’ve heard it said that hagfish, with her love
of dying flesh, can enter wounded whales
and fish, and feast from inside out. Above
the ground, I’ve heard it said that this entails. (Giragosian 57)
This hagfish devours from the inside out, wounded or compromised creatures, similarly to how grief devours humans. From my own life, I’ve experienced how grief forces one to rest and be introspective. The line “Your calm will be your counterattack” (Giragosian 57) left me feeling introspective, as I recall moments of calm and near silence have been the best opponent to depression during grief. It’s safe to say this poem has many layers and in fact encapsulates this collection as a whole in some aspects.
Returning to the theme of sapphic romance, my mind immediately remembers “Gift of Ammonite.” This poem is formally playful, almost mimicking the tides rushing back to shore— an unbreakable and natural force. This connection contradicts some of the stigma in LGBTQ+ relationships, as some claim it to be unnatural. Giragosian’s form validates the relationship and the connection, emphasizing how the speaker’s love is a force that cannot be stopped. The poem utilizes enjambment at the end of lines and stanzas, allowing it to run smoothly. Beyond form, “Gift of Ammonite” explores a relationship between two (presumably female) lovers, their profound longing for one another, and the “eons” spent waiting for the right time. I found Giragosian’s ending especially soul-crushing: “Listen for ruptures in time signature. / Wait the way you waited for her love to arrive” (62). These lines are indefinite, as they end the poem with a period, rather than continuing the pattern of enjambment and flowing seamlessly into the next poem, demonstrating both the confidence in the relationship and one another, as well as the understanding that these lovers are content to wait as long as necessary to be together. This poem was overwhelmingly confident and analytical of their love, which was refreshing and uplifting. I found this tone was abundant in the collection, and when discussing sapphic love, it was extremely validating. The vulnerability queer folk experience in everyday life is obvious, but sometimes the victories aren’t as vocalized. Mother Octopus balances both, making for an insightful read that forced me to reflect on relationships and hardships I’ve experienced at the hands of some who might not be understanding.
“Promenade à Deux” reminds me of growing up in a place where queer people are misrepresented and misunderstood. Being a dancer, I knew this poem would discuss a partnership, dance, or walk. Learning about the scorpion’s courtship while comparing interactions the speaker’s experienced with men was amazingly insightful and intricate. Growing up in rural North Carolina, I have heard—and experienced firsthand—the pressure, microaggressions, and hatred from people in a town I was to call “home.” Giragosian writes so visually, with the alliteration and personification guiding me through the piece; I could truly feel this poem and all it had to offer.
Mother Octopus was intriguing, compelling, and captivating. Giragosian created worlds within each poem that transformed my thoughts on personal experiences. With themes of grief, queer love, femininity, and environmental collapse, I truly believe there’s something for everyone in this collection. As I look back on my reads of this collection, I’m inspired to play with form and personification to propel my writing and branch out in how my writing looks and reads. Giragosian and the collection are a testament to resilience, using poetry as the vessel to express these experiences.
Caroline Eliza is a poet and writer from Asheville, North Carolina, currently completing her degree in Writing, Literature, and Publishing at Emerson College with minors in Pre-Law and Poetry. Her creative and academic work explores the intersection of poetry and movement, often blurring the lines between the written word and physical expression. Beyond the page, Caroline finds joy in crocheting and dancing, grounding her artistic life in tactile practices and performance. She will graduate in December 2025 and plans to further her education and continue exploring the connections between art, advocacy, and embodiment.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Alexis Ivy, is from As If This Did Not Happen Every Day by Paula Lambert (Sheila-Na-Gig Editions 2024).
This Place, Too, a Loss: Blue Whale
A blue whale’s heart, they say, is big as a Volkswagen Beetle. Because folks on land, I guess, have no frame of reference but the cars that carry us through our pitiful days, place to place, mile after mile, incessantly searching for something bigger and better we can call home.
The beat of a blue whale’s heart, they say, can be heard over two miles away, though it’s not clear to me who’s listening—a boat, maybe, filled with men weighed down by sonar devices and plastic coolers, men with hearts small as a fist— women, too, maybe, and other folk dreaming of swimming inside a blue whale’s ventricle because
they say that, too, you know, that the blue whale’s arteries are a tunnel big enough to contain us, as if that heart, big as a car, beating eight times a minute and loud enough for most anyone’s god to hear, wouldn’t burst our skulls from the eardrums out, drown us in the blood she’s pumping—or trying to, we the clot most likely to kill her as we breaststroke leisurely toward the overworked chambers of her heavy, heavy heart, thinking
this might be it at last. This might be home, or at least a place we can stay for a while, flip, maybe, or turn into an Airbnb, somebody else’s getaway, somebody else’s home away from home, somebody else’s chance to forget about everything, for a while, till they leave their two-star review, of course: seemed spacious
but not much of a view, and be forewarned there was some kind of really loud thumping sound we couldn’t find the source of, somebody needs to look into that. would not recommend, and it seems best for you to call this place, too, a loss, sell it for what you can get or maybe just foreclose, maybe just move on.
Paula J.Lambert has published ten collections of poetry, and a new book, Terms of Venery, Revised, is forthcoming from Sheila-Na-Gig Editions. Also a visual artist and literary translator, her work has been recognized by PEN America and supported by the Ohio Arts Council, Greater Columbus Arts Council, and Virginia Center for Creative Arts. She lives in Columbus, Ohio, with her husband Michael Perkins, a philosopher and technologist. More at www.paulajlambert.com.
Alexis Ivy is a 2018 recipient of the Massachusetts Cultural Council Fellowship in Poetry. She is the author of Romance with Small-Time Crooks(BlazeVOX [books], 2013), and Taking the Homeless Census (Saturnalia Books, 2020) which won the 2018 Saturnalia Editors Prize. She is co-editor of Essential Voices: A COVID-19 Anthology (West Virginia University Press, 2023). A recent resident of the Sundress Academy for the Arts, she lives in her hometown Boston, working as an advocate for the homeless, and teaching in the PoemWorks community.