This selection, chosen by guest editor Merrick Sloane, is from Spoil by Alyse Bensel (Stephen F. Austin State University Press, 2024).
Facebook Messenger Pastoral
I say prairie. You say nowhere close enough to the ocean. On your drive to work the sunlight
glaring off the mountains must be the same that filters through my Midwestern paned
windows. From my landlocked island I trace the Kaw’s path, a thread in the embroidery of rivers
that feeds into the gulf. A salt cure for distance. But I won’t write to you about how last night a man at the bar
overheard me say your island’s name in my mouth. He summoned those mountains
on his phone. El Yunque. Direct flights are cheap, he reminded me. I choked on my pineapple vodka. All these
years are for nothing. I do not leave. You do not return.
Alyse Bensel is the author of Spoil (SFASU Press, 2024) and Rare Wondrous Things: A Poetic Biography of Maria Sibylla Merian (Green Writers Press, 2020) as well as three chapbooks, including Lies to Tell the Body (Seven Kitchens Press, 2018). Her poems and essays have appeared in Cream City Review, Pleaides, South Dakota Review, and West Branch. Originally born and raised in south-central Pennsylvania, she now lives in the mountains of Western North Carolina, where she is an associate professor of English at Brevard College and director of the Looking Glass Rock Writers’ Conference.
Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma who’s a sucker for expletives and second languages. They hold an MFA in creative writing from the University of Tennessee, Knoxville and are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. Merrick’s work has appeared in The Central Dissent: A Journal of Gender and Sexuality, Stories for the Road: Trauma and Internal Communication, BLEACH!, citizen trans* {project}, Arcana Poetry and is forthcoming in Puerto del Sol and ANMLY. Merrick’s poetry was recently selected as a winner of the Garden Party Collective’s contest on Neurodivergence / Intersectionality and as a winner for AWP’s 2025 Intro Journal Awards. Their work has received support from the DreamYard Rad(ical) Poetry Consortium and Sundress Publications. Merrick writes so that others may feel radically loved.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Merrick Sloane, is from When the Trumpet Is Blown by Quraishiyah Durbarry (Resource Publications, 2023).
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The door I bang on Is invisible My voice rang in the Void And your name dies on my lips Every time I call it Though I do everything right I bind my mind In blind faith And chant your name A hundred times Breaching on heresy Yet. . . Your voice does not come to my ear Not even blurry lines In the wasteland of my amnesic Memory I hold your cloth Like a talisman to my heart But my imagination Fickle as fire in a gale Cannot fly heavenly high It wanders about and sets
On the lowly grind On a dirty, ugly, daily Regime And I bang on From one o’clock to 2 o’clock As a remembrance of a remembrance
Quraishiyah Durbarry is a doctoral student in comparative literature at the University of Clermont Auvergne and has so far ventured into several genres, including poetry, novel, and drama. A bilingual author, Quraishiyah writes in both English and French. She was Co-Laureate and Laureate of the Writing Prize for the Passe Portes Festival of the European Union in 2015 and 2016 respectively.
Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma who’s a sucker for expletives and second languages. They hold an MFA in creative writing from the University of Tennessee, Knoxville and are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. Merrick’s work has appeared in The Central Dissent: A Journal of Gender and Sexuality, Stories for the Road: Trauma and Internal Communication, BLEACH!, citizen trans* {project}, Arcana Poetry and is forthcoming in Puerto del Sol and ANMLY. Merrick’s poetry was recently selected as a winner of the Garden Party Collective’s contest on Neurodivergence / Intersectionality and as a winner for AWP’s 2025 Intro Journal Awards. Their work has received support from the DreamYard Rad(ical) Poetry Consortium and Sundress Publications. Merrick writes so that others may feel radically loved.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Merrick Sloane, is from When the Trumpet Is Blown by Quraishiyah Durbarry (Resource Publications, 2023).
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What when a heaven is tattered And when the silken drapes You painted your future on Gape at you with Wide-eyed embers When the goal you were running to Has been removed But you have to run on When dreams lie shredded But you dream on After you forced shut down Your lids What when you built nothing more Than a towering jenga And for every 3 blocks you’ve been adding One is removed And what when it all collapses And you build on and build again And mend the shreds And sew the holes But that heaven will never be Even with a hole in your head Or a stake through your heart
Quraishiyah Durbarry is a doctoral student in comparative literature at the University of Clermont Auvergne and has so far ventured into several genres, including poetry, novel, and drama. A bilingual author, Quraishiyah writes in both English and French. She was Co-Laureate and Laureate of the Writing Prize for the Passe Portes Festival of the European Union in 2015 and 2016 respectively.
Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma who’s a sucker for expletives and second languages. They hold an MFA in creative writing from the University of Tennessee, Knoxville and are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. Merrick’s work has appeared in The Central Dissent: A Journal of Gender and Sexuality, Stories for the Road: Trauma and Internal Communication, BLEACH!, citizen trans* {project}, Arcana Poetry and is forthcoming in Puerto del Sol and ANMLY. Merrick’s poetry was recently selected as a winner of the Garden Party Collective’s contest on Neurodivergence / Intersectionality and as a winner for AWP’s 2025 Intro Journal Awards. Their work has received support from the DreamYard Rad(ical) Poetry Consortium and Sundress Publications. Merrick writes so that others may feel radically loved.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Merrick Sloane, is from When the Trumpet Is Blown by Quraishiyah Durbarry (Resource Publications, 2023).
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The cradle went this way And that Back and forth And forth And back A motion that will die in time But not now Not soon It cradles physics And mass and matter It cradles beings I guess And souls too I imagine a soul back and forth Love back and forth Sadness back and forth And perhaps petty happiness too And I imagine a ripple in the future When you died And a tear in the past A thousand years before Ripping the present To a cut in the future Travelling back
And creating the deluge That drowned all but Noah’s Ark
Quraishiyah Durbarry is a doctoral student in comparative literature at the University of Clermont Auvergne and has so far ventured into several genres, including poetry, novel, and drama. A bilingual author, Quraishiyah writes in both English and French. She was Co-Laureate and Laureate of the Writing Prize for the Passe Portes Festival of the European Union in 2015 and 2016 respectively.
Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma who’s a sucker for expletives and second languages. They hold an MFA in creative writing from the University of Tennessee, Knoxville and are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. Merrick’s work has appeared in The Central Dissent: A Journal of Gender and Sexuality, Stories for the Road: Trauma and Internal Communication, BLEACH!, citizen trans* {project}, Arcana Poetry and is forthcoming in Puerto del Sol and ANMLY. Merrick’s poetry was recently selected as a winner of the Garden Party Collective’s contest on Neurodivergence / Intersectionality and as a winner for AWP’s 2025 Intro Journal Awards. Their work has received support from the DreamYard Rad(ical) Poetry Consortium and Sundress Publications. Merrick writes so that others may feel radically loved.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Merrick Sloane, is from When the Trumpet Is Blown by Quraishiyah Durbarry (Resource Publications, 2023).
39.
There’ll be sure signs of the apocalypse They say Mountains will float around As cotton The sea will bubble and boil Animals will talk The sun will turn water And the sky ripped in Two But Nobody told me Nobody told me you’ll be gone Days crept on, the sky smiled on The sun burnt on The earth will be torn The prophet will come back Or go back Nobody can keep tracks of his coming And going anymore And Alexander himself spewed From his grave But nobody made a sign No wave, no nod
Before you were gone The ground kept stable The seers kept sinning And praying And eat on the forbidden lamb Promised to heaven And I went on normally Ignoring you Because there should have been Tomorrow We lived our parallel journey Once again Once last And I told you good night À demain
Quraishiyah Durbarry is a doctoral student in comparative literature at the University of Clermont Auvergne and has so far ventured into several genres, including poetry, novel, and drama. A bilingual author, Quraishiyah writes in both English and French. She was Co-Laureate and Laureate of the Writing Prize for the Passe Portes Festival of the European Union in 2015 and 2016 respectively.
Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma who’s a sucker for expletives and second languages. They hold an MFA in creative writing from the University of Tennessee, Knoxville and are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. Merrick’s work has appeared in The Central Dissent: A Journal of Gender and Sexuality, Stories for the Road: Trauma and Internal Communication, BLEACH!, citizen trans* {project}, Arcana Poetry and is forthcoming in Puerto del Sol and ANMLY. Merrick’s poetry was recently selected as a winner of the Garden Party Collective’s contest on Neurodivergence / Intersectionality and as a winner for AWP’s 2025 Intro Journal Awards. Their work has received support from the DreamYard Rad(ical) Poetry Consortium and Sundress Publications. Merrick writes so that others may feel radically loved.
Ladies, Ladies, Ladies is Kristen Zory King’s debut short story collection, featuring 18 vignettes of utterly electric women. These women feel familiar. We know them from fables, myths, and cautionary tales. But here, in King’s writing they are modernized, drenched in both fantasy and reality. Their habits and trials are the same ones that compose our lives. Through them, we can more clearly see ourselves. King’s ladies proclaim, “You don’t need to stay sewn to your shadow. Fight hook and crook for this life of yours.”
MRH: The ladies in your book are each so distinct, so vital. The details that flesh them—the smashed jar of salsa, the pink lipstick, the bathroom door left open—inspire real empathy. I am curious, how did you create these ladies? What were your inspirations? In other words, what did you steep yourself in while writing? Feel free to discuss TV shows, films, books, songs—anything! Take this as an invitation to discuss your research process.
KZK: Many years ago, I spent a summer in the south of France working as a waitress at a small cafe. I was in my early twenties, escaping the heat of Las Vegas—where I lived at the time—and my first real heartbreak. In exchange for my work, I lived with the woman who owned the cafe, who also fed me and provided me with lots of local recommendations for my breaks and weekly afternoons off. I remember one such afternoon as I sat outside the cafe journaling with a glass of lemonade—a daily and near unbreakable ritual I had quickly settled into—she left to run errands remarking “you’re not the most curious of creatures, are you?”
It struck me, that comment. What she meant was “you’re young! You’re cute! You’re in a foreign country and you’ve got a life to live! Get out there, love! Explore!” But what she didn’t understand is that I was exploring, albeit in my own soft way. While I have never been the bravest of adventurers, I have always been someone who finds great pleasure in pausing to ponder the world around me—the pale ladybug gently crossing the cobblestone; the cool blue of an early August morning through fogged window; the woman one table over who leans close to her companion to whisper “you’ll never believe who I ran into last night.”
What I’m trying to say is that I frequently find myself drawn toward small details and delightful vignettes and that these moments feel, to me, as if they contain entire worlds. Ladies, Ladies, Ladies didn’t start as a collection—it started as individual vignettes spurred by details. Prior to these stories I had primarily written poetry and nonfiction. But early in the pandemic, I took an online workshop on flash with Kathy Fish and later a micro fiction class with David Byron Queen and found myself hooked, becoming obsessed with all the things I had previously noticed and recorded from my travels and daily life and fleshing them into slightly larger universes while I was stuck inside my increasingly isolated world.
After a few years, and thanks in large part to the kind and consistent encouragement of Stanchion’s Founder Jeff Bogle, I realized that I had quite a few pieces that seemed to fit in a similar sphere—women captured and crystallized in a moment, rather than a lifetime. And so I started to see what it would look like if I put their voices side by side. I have always been drawn to stories that feature strong female centric narratives, that aren’t shy of emotions like rage, lust, nor grief, which has certainly guided much of my writing and teaching across genre. But I remain most inspired by the world around me—not so much the macro, no, but the small and the intimate, the beauty in the oft overlooked or unsaid.
MRH: In my interviews, I always like to invite the author to talk about their revision process. I am specifically interested in how you organized your stories, considering some of the characters make appearances outside of their vignette. The collection has a wonderful choral quality.
KZK: Thank you, Marah! To build off the above, I toyed with the idea of a collection for some time but was far more interested in building each individual narrative than I was in creating a larger whole, so it took quite a bit of time to organize and edit the stories into a chapbook. Some of the pieces had intentional crossover, but most didn’t.
There’s a workshop I teach on Tove Jansson’s The Woman Who Borrowed Memories in which I ask students to make a character map for the story they are working to tell. Who are these people? Why are they here, in this story, or on its outskirts? How do they know one another? Why does that matter? Who is married to who? Who is in love with someone they shouldn’t be? Who hates their neighbor? Who told a lie one winter evening that changed the course of their life?
When I started putting the chapbook together, I did something similar—mapping out the larger universe to see where there was natural (or forced!) crossover. I then edited and sewed it all together from there and this, alongside the incredible editing of Katie Schmeling, helped me to see each individual piece as part of something larger, connecting dots so there was some sense of cohesion. As I revised, I tried to leave room for each woman to live independently within their own world, while also hinting—perhaps yearning for or occasionally visiting!—the worlds of the other ladies. The unifying thread, as you noted, are the choral pieces that use the plural first person, which I hoped would help tie the various experiences and voices together.
MRH: I apologize if this question too closely resembles the question about organization, but I would love to ask what you believe connects these women? Why do they belong together?
KZK: No apologies, I love this question! What I hope comes across as a unifying or connecting thread throughout the collection is that each woman—whether mad, sad, or simply bad—is consciously, aggressively alive in (and/or sometimes thrashing against) her own life. I also feel as though most of the women in the stories are also seeking something larger than themselves, but I’ll leave just exactly what that might be to the reader.
MRH: I was constantly stunned by your first sentences. An exceptional example comes from “Neverland, New Mexico (Wendy),” “The only time Wendy reads her horoscope is when she is stoned, but as she has been stoned for the better part of three years now, she understands her heart more as celestial being than animal object” (23). Such a sentence offers an immediate intimacy with the character. Do you have any advice for crafting strong first sentences?
KZK: That’s very kind, thank you! As a teaching artist, I often remind my students how compelling a first sentence can be in hooking the reader. This is especially true in a short form like flash—being brave and blunt in your opening is akin to winking at your reader, telling them, “Hey, I’m not saying that you can trust me here, but I am telling you that I’ll give it to you straight.”
For a brief period of time, I would occasionally ask students to come visit me at a restaurant I worked in. When they arrived, I would ask them to recite their poems or stories like they were giving me their order. I think that’s kind of similar to what I’m trying to say about first lines—we don’t have a lot of time (on the page! On this earth!) so let’s get to the good stuff. And if you can make it pretty or fun or meaningful or whatever in the process, all the more power to you. But, as Denis Diderot states, always, always, always work to immediately “tell the thing as it is.”
With regard to my own process as a writer, I do find that I am most often prompted by either the flash of a title or first sentence through my brain or a sharp, present detail that I know will be the heartbeat of the piece. When it’s the former, it’s pure, dumb luck for which I am always grateful. When it’s the latter, I hoard the detail in my notebook until I can find good use for it. I guess that’s kind of what writing is—persistance and chance.
MRH: Finally, would you be willing to talk about your next project? I would love to hear more about it!
KZK: Yes, I would love to! I put equal stock in my creative work as a writer as I do my creative work as a teaching artist. In addition, I believe that to be a teacher is to be a lifelong student, a role I take very seriously. I have always felt fortunate to find my purpose and place in learning communion with others and as such, over the past few years, I have been grateful to move through some very difficult challenges and big life events with the help of friends and community. I am also fascinated by the idea of vocation and the pondering of one’s work in the world.
Last year, I found myself feeling very, very small and very, very lost. I always choose a word for myself around my birthday in August and a phrase to guide my calendar year. With all of this swirling through my mind—my role as teacher and student, my love and need for congregation, my desire to learn from and alongside others, and my disorientation in my own life—I chose the word “listen” to guide Year 34 and the phrase “Walk the Walk” to guide 2025.
With all this in mind, from Fall 2024-Winter 2025 I am exploring a creative project on community, vocation, and spirituality called “The Wonder Walk.’ As a part of this, I’m facilitating a number of events, including community “Wonder Walks” alongside one-on-one hikes through Rock Creek Park, public installations, and more, to think and talk about our collective and individual work in the world. I am essentially spending eighteen months listening, most often while walking alongside both strangers and friends on one of my favorite hiking trails. What will I do with all this information? Honestly, I don’t totally know. My hope is to write a series of Substack posts and essays about what I’ve learned throughout this process (about myself! others! this big, bright, beautiful, brutal world!). But, you know, my palms are open and I am a big believer that art and creation is just as much about the experience and process as it is about the product. If you’re interested in learning more, feel free to be in touch at thewonderwalks@gmail.com or kristenzoryking@gmail.com.
Kristen Zory King is a writer based in Washington, D.C. Recent work can be found in Electric Lit, The Citron Review, HAD, and SWWIM, among others. In February 2025, her chapbook of flash fiction stories, Ladies, Ladies, Ladies, was published by Stanchion. She is currently at work on a collection of nonfiction essays exploring nature, spirituality, and community, among other projects. In addition to her work on the page, Kris is also a creative teaching artist, yoga and Pilates instructor, and graduate student at George Mason University. Learn more or be in touch at www.KristenZoryKing.com.
Marah Robyn Hoffman is a poet–turned–creative–nonfiction writer from Pennsylvania. Since graduating with her BA in English and Creative Writing in 2022, she has lived (at least briefly) in Tennessee, Michigan, Vermont, and North Carolina. She is currently an MFA candidate at the University of North Carolina – Wilmington. There, Hoffman teaches undergraduate students, works as the creative nonfiction editor of Ecotone, and hosts Write Wilmington. In the fall of 2022, she was the long-term writer-in-residence at Sundress Academy for the Arts (SAFTA). Her essay “Self Portrait in Cacophony” was recently published in Fourth Genre.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Merrick Sloane, is from When the Trumpet Is Blown by Quraishiyah Durbarry (Resource Publications, 2023).
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In the depth Of the blue ocean My love now lies In the bosom Of comforting waves That slowly sway Her cradle And lull her sleep eternal
In the lighted depths Where I hope The water is warm She lies in a bag Cause I could not find her A well-adorned coffin I loved her so But still wanted to get rid Of the body That showed no life And curdled her eyes
In her watery coffin My baby is safe
I tell myself From gnawing teeth And clawing gnarls How would I have lived knowing In the soil muddy My heart was buried And now lived In the depth of A dark pitted earth
But my heart is serene I built no pyramids But threw her in the Foaming tongues Of the stormy sea But to heaven same She must have flown
The only thing I dread Is the saying That the sea ultimately throws Out everything And sometimes I regret Missing my baby so much For fear of wanting her back
Quraishiyah Durbarry is a doctoral student in comparative literature at the University of Clermont Auvergne and has so far ventured into several genres, including poetry, novel, and drama. A bilingual author, Quraishiyah writes in both English and French. She was Co-Laureate and Laureate of the Writing Prize for the Passe Portes Festival of the European Union in 2015 and 2016 respectively.
Merrick Sloane (they/them) is a neuro-Queer 90’s kid and nonbinary poet, editor, and researcher from Oklahoma who’s a sucker for expletives and second languages. They hold an MFA in creative writing from the University of Tennessee, Knoxville and are Associate Poetry Editor of Doubleback Review. Merrick’s work has appeared in The Central Dissent: A Journal of Gender and Sexuality, Stories for the Road: Trauma and Internal Communication, BLEACH!, citizen trans* {project}, Arcana Poetry and is forthcoming in Puerto del Sol and ANMLY. Merrick’s poetry was recently selected as a winner of the Garden Party Collective’s contest on Neurodivergence / Intersectionality and as a winner for AWP’s 2025 Intro Journal Awards. Their work has received support from the DreamYard Rad(ical) Poetry Consortium and Sundress Publications. Merrick writes so that others may feel radically loved.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Alexis Ivy, is from Power Point by Jane Muschenetz (Sheila-Na-Gig Editions, 2024).
A cup of the Sun’s core produces ~60 milliwatts of thermal energy. By volume . . . less than that of a human [350 mW]. In a sense, you are hotter than the Sun—there’s just not as much of you.
—Henry Reich, Minute Physics
YOU ARE 600% HOTTER THAN THE SUN
Speaking roughly, in terms of heat generated per every human inch, you give off more milliwatts—surge/energy. Only the Sun is bigger . . . it matters. We are all blinded by love, the expanding/contracting universe is just another metaphor for longing, and life—its own purpose. How dazzling, this science! Consider falling for a physicist— the painstakingly slow way they undress mathematical mysteries, talk about bodies in motion gets me every time—space —continuum, part, particle— Atomic. Incandescent! You are, pound-for-pound, more Life-Source, more Bomb, more Season-Spinning Searing Center Heart/Engine/Radiating Nuclear Dynamic than the Sun. Can’t look directly in the mirror? Small Wonder! Imagine— none of us powerless.
Jane Muschenetz Recognized in 2023 by San Diego County for excellence in poetry performance, Jane has appeared on KPBS Midday Edition and in numerous publications. Her debut chapbook, All the Bad Girls Wear Russian Accents (Kelsay Books, 2023), won the 2024 California Press Women Communications Prize in Creative Verse and the 2024 San Diego Writers Festival Short Poetry Collection of the Year. An emerging writer and artist, Jane’s additional honors include multiple Best of the Net and Pushcart Prize nominations and The Good Life Review Honeybee Poetry Prize (2022). Connect with Jane and more of her work at www.PalmFrondZoo.com
Alexis Ivy is a 2018 recipient of the Massachusetts Cultural Council Fellowship in Poetry. She is the author of Romance with Small-Time Crooks(BlazeVOX [books], 2013), and Taking the Homeless Census (Saturnalia Books, 2020) which won the 2018 Saturnalia Editors Prize. She is co-editor of Essential Voices: A COVID-19 Anthology (West Virginia University Press, 2023). A recent resident of the Sundress Academy for the Arts, she lives in her hometown Boston, working as an advocate for the homeless, and teaching in the PoemWorks community.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Alexis Ivy, is from Power Point by Jane Muschenetz (Sheila-Na-Gig Editions, 2024).
THE EARTH REMEMBERS HER TEENAGE YEARS
How many times she almost destroyed herself. How she was nothing but molten, constantly flaring, combustible— how she just kept erupting under the weight of her own gravity.
How alone she felt in what she thought was the darkness between herself and the galaxy that birthed her, without even the moon yet for company.
How she beckoned every rock hurtling through space to make a home of her. How she cratered, even as she became more solid and cooled . . . eventually.
How slow it all felt then, those millennia which now seem only an instant, looking back in awe of herself, of that unquenchable fire still buried deep in her core.
How she watches us, the life she brought forth despite everything. How she forgives our own endless thrashing. How she wishes (knowing already) it could be easier.
Jane Muschenetz Recognized in 2023 by San Diego County for excellence in poetry performance, Jane has appeared on KPBS Midday Edition and in numerous publications. Her debut chapbook, All the Bad Girls Wear Russian Accents (Kelsay Books, 2023), won the 2024 California Press Women Communications Prize in Creative Verse and the 2024 San Diego Writers Festival Short Poetry Collection of the Year. An emerging writer and artist, Jane’s additional honors include multiple Best of the Net and Pushcart Prize nominations and The Good Life Review Honeybee Poetry Prize (2022). Connect with Jane and more of her work at www.PalmFrondZoo.com
Alexis Ivy is a 2018 recipient of the Massachusetts Cultural Council Fellowship in Poetry. She is the author of Romance with Small-Time Crooks(BlazeVOX [books], 2013), and Taking the Homeless Census (Saturnalia Books, 2020) which won the 2018 Saturnalia Editors Prize. She is co-editor of Essential Voices: A COVID-19 Anthology (West Virginia University Press, 2023). A recent resident of the Sundress Academy for the Arts, she lives in her hometown Boston, working as an advocate for the homeless, and teaching in the PoemWorks community.
This selection, chosen by guest editor Alexis Ivy, is from Power Point by Jane Muschenetz (Sheila-Na-Gig Editions, 2024).
FAMILY DINNER (TALKING POINTS)
You sit down and half the country is everyone’s Crazy Uncle, you know the kind—keeps raving about Alien Abductions! Those Damn __________ (Liberals / Republicans / Gays / Jesus Freaks / Jews / Gun-Totin’-Idiots / Immigrants / Corporations / Hippies / Prohibitionists / Yankees / Federalists / Witches . . . )! History, that Old Grandmother, keeps looping her yarn, knitting quietly in her corner chair . . .
Somebody (Mom? Dad? You?) is awkwardly trying to keep the peace: When was the last time all of us were together like this? Shoveling food into Uncle’s mouth, hoping he won’t do anything . . . irretrievable and most of us have too much of the wrong thing to eat.
Eventually, a cousin (the “Sweet One”) remembers Grandma, brings her a plate of something soft and easily digestible. Gams alone seems sustained by all that has come before, half-deaf and blind to all the fuss of current events, and future ones. Even Death has lost that thrilling excitement— having come calling so often, he used up all his interesting stories. Now, everything is a reboot.
Some teenager’s parent is one snipe(r) away from fantastically losing it: How many times do I have to say, “There is no God, but All . . . of us share ONE!”? What part of “Love Thy Neighbor as Thyself ” means punching your brother in the stomach?!
Cousin Mike (aka “Walden 2.0”) isn’t even here, off watching survivalist YouTube videos about living off the land like our illiterate Great-Grandfather from that Ukrainian Shtetl . . . Does anyone miss Borscht, really?
We are all so desperate for a taste of anything real.
Us Poets keep trying on languages for (bite) size, ospreys for tongues, diving after silver-scaled words: Look- STARS! RIVER! TREE! ROCK! See– this world, this LIFE– Oh! the agonizing heart! Oh! the absolute aching beauty of it.
Jane Muschenetz Recognized in 2023 by San Diego County for excellence in poetry performance, Jane has appeared on KPBS Midday Edition and in numerous publications. Her debut chapbook, All the Bad Girls Wear Russian Accents (Kelsay Books, 2023), won the 2024 California Press Women Communications Prize in Creative Verse and the 2024 San Diego Writers Festival Short Poetry Collection of the Year. An emerging writer and artist, Jane’s additional honors include multiple Best of the Net and Pushcart Prize nominations and The Good Life Review Honeybee Poetry Prize (2022). Connect with Jane and more of her work at www.PalmFrondZoo.com
Alexis Ivy is a 2018 recipient of the Massachusetts Cultural Council Fellowship in Poetry. She is the author of Romance with Small-Time Crooks(BlazeVOX [books], 2013), and Taking the Homeless Census (Saturnalia Books, 2020) which won the 2018 Saturnalia Editors Prize. She is co-editor of Essential Voices: A COVID-19 Anthology (West Virginia University Press, 2023). A recent resident of the Sundress Academy for the Arts, she lives in her hometown Boston, working as an advocate for the homeless, and teaching in the PoemWorks community.