Sundress Reads: Review of It’s No Fun Anymore

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Brittany Micka-Foos’s debut short story collection, It’s No Fun Anymore (Apprentice House Press, 2025), is a necessary culmination of raw characters and stories that stare directly into the face of womanhood and the weight of quiet tragedies we’re forced to carry along the way. Across eight stories spanning just over one hundred pages, Micka-Foos effortlessly captures the anger, loss, yearning, and envy that so often accompany adulthood in an unforgiving society.

Have you ever heard someone admit an unpopular feeling you thought only you experienced? Reading this collection felt full of those moments, like the feeling of no longer recognizing yourself in the mirror and wondering when that shift happened. Micka-Foos’s intimate honesty illustrates moments that are painful to read but resonate so deeply

This feeling is illustrated so beautifully in the title story “It’s No Fun Anymore,” which follows a new mother attending a comic convention with her husband and newborn baby for the first time since giving birth. She recounts how different, how powerful, she felt the last time she attended:

“I remember the soccer mom with the severe bob from my last time here, and how quickly she’d covered her son’s eyes when I stepped into the elevator as Red Sonja. The feeling of her gaze boring into me, that silent accusation, the hot molten core of her stare. I fixed my gaze straight ahead at the elevator doors, smiling at myself all the way down. What else could I do?” (Micka-Foos 34)

Reclaiming a sense of womanhood and individuality after they’ve been swallowed by motherhood is one of many complex themes in this collection. Micka-Foos crafts a commentary on how society views motherhood, and women more broadly, as a thankless job. Similarly, in “Border Crossings,” if you are “just” a mother, you’re not doing enough, but conversely, if you are a mother, the naïve and innocent beauty of the girl you once were has been forever tainted. Now you have saggy skin, or you can be neurotic and paranoid; you lose your confidence and innate sexiness.

This theme weaves directly into others: feeling lost, invisible, or vindictive in a marriage; recognizing the complicated resentment toward younger women, the one catching a married man’s eye in a coffee shop or wearing an outfit that proudly accentuates the tight skin of her stomach, the way yours once did. There’s also the yearning to go back to the way things were, or maybe that the truth, the reality you now live, became evident much sooner. Would you do things the same way? Would you cherish one last glance in the mirror before leaving for the night?

Other stories take these interwoven ideas of beauty and womanhood one step further, exploring how the physical body, and threats to this sanctuary through reproductive health or outside harm, can completely morph our sense of self. In “From the Waist Down,” the story opens: “We’re in the hospital again, me and my wayward womb,” (Micka-Foos 39). As the main character waits to go into surgery, forcing a smile for her four-year-old daughter, she recalls the day she left the hospital after giving birth: “I knew then, my body didn’t belong to me anymore. Something had been taken from me” (Micka-Foos 45).

Being a woman, Micka-Foos reminds us, means living with an innate fear every day. A fear of being harmed, of being sexualized, of not being sexualized when we want to be, of taking on the burden of aging parents and infantile babies, of forcing smiles in hospital waiting rooms while we prepare to have our uteruses mutilated or removed or examined by gloved hands and cold metal. We’re forced to feel like we must reinvent ourselves, make ourselves a new, more appealing version that can appeal to the masses, so others remember how they used to look at us, and how we even used to look at ourselves. We could spend forever trying to resurrect versions of ourselves that no longer exist, trying to remember the taut muscles in our thighs before they grew ornery and prickled with cellulite.

Micka-Foos has a natural ability to transform the most personal details into a universal work of art. And while reading this collection was like holding a cracked mirror up to all my most vulnerable imperfections, I never wanted it to end. With each of the eight stories, I felt like I could follow each character on an insurmountable journey for another 300 pages. I understood their motivations, their hunger and desires, their fears and loneliness, all within the confines of the ten pages they have to tell us their story. If you struggle with wanting to be remembered for the greatness you once held, the greatness you once felt, this is the collection for you.

It’s No Fun Anymore was published by Apprentice House Press and is available at Bookshop.org.


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Elizabeth “Lizzy” DiGrande is a graduate student in Emerson College’s Publishing and Writing program, where she also serves as a Transformational Leaders Fellow and Writing Assistant for the Emerson Grad Life Blog. She is on the board of Boston’s Women’s National Book Association and is passionate about amplifying women’s voices in publishing. Originally from New Jersey, she now resides in Boston and can often be found perusing the city’s public libraries or exploring new restaurants. She hopes to build a career as both a food writer and literary agent championing female-identifying authors.

Sundress Reads: Review of Blind to the Prairie

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Blind to the Prairie (Bottlecap Press, 2025) by Tate Lewis-Carroll is a slow and tender reflection on seeing. In this collection of haiku, Lewis-Carroll captures the rhythms of the Midwestern landscape, capturing the very moments of its emptiness and subtle abundance. The chapbook invites the reader to slow down and notice the thin seam between perception and disappearance, in contrast to the fast-paced, modernized world around us. Through astonishing precision and modesty, Lewis-Carroll transforms the ordinary scenes of fields and geese into revelations of mindfulness, weaved between the philosophies of to see and to be seen.

Blind to the Prairie might appear deceptively small, yet each “breath-length” poem expands into an entire ecosystem of sound and silence. The chapbook opens with a preface in which Lewis-Carroll elaborates on their belief in the connection between haiku, nature, and peace of the mind. It reads like a manifesto, saying, “Our bowls are too easily filled. Our bones have become too dense for flight.” Haiku, a Japanese poetry form interwoven with the emptiness of the natural world, serves as a practice of unburdening, of learning to be filled with nothing. That philosophy reverberates through the collection, where the poet’s eye does not seek meaning in the prairie, so much as dissolve into it.

Early poems establish Lewis-Carroll’s blend of humor and careful, creative observations, reading,

“spring recital—

the clarinet section

wets their reeds.” ( Lewis-Carroll 3)

Through a simple metaphor, Lewis-Carroll makes the ephemeral tangible, depicting spring as a performance of lively beings rather than a season of unmovables. Similarly, they also draw the stagnant into the living through seven, simply syllables: “morning mist— / my neighbor’s silo comes and goes” (3), whereby personifying a man-made to be transient as fog, Lewis-Carroll captivates us into a world where the economic, sturdy beings are humbled to the natural world, creating a harmonious collaboration between what has been perceived as nonintersecting. Later, in a delightfully wry turn, “storming— / sunny / on TV” (4), the poet captures the absurd disjunction between mediated weather and lived weather, creating a funny contrast between the storm outside and the screen’s detached forecast.

These brief poems, though light in touch, are deeply anchored in observation. Blind to the Prairie documents a world in motion yet perpetually still. In “beyond fields, more fields,” Lewis-Carroll encapsulates the endlessness of the Midwest, the wandering of infinity where the flatness is perceived as both a physical landscape and a philosophical stance. Here, the repetition of “fields” suggests monotony and wonder, in which Lewis-Carroll sends forward an invitation to see sameness as an art of infinite variation.

Midway through the book, the haibun “White Prairie Fringed Orchid” acts as centerpiece, rooting the entire collection. Written in prose, it begins as a travelogue through Illinois farmland and turns into a reflection on the effects of environmental neglect. The narrator observes “litter glitters in sunlight among the overgrowth of clovers and poverty grass,” before discovering the endangered white prairie fringed orchid, framed as a delicate survivor in a field of monocropping corn. When the poet calls to the farmer, asking him to name this rare bloom, the farmer replies, “Weed.” That single word sets up the book’s tension, crafting and navigating the distance between human attention and voluntary blindness. The haibun does a great job of setting the scene and theme of the entire chapbook— which revolves around the often neglected details of nature. The piece prose highlights the theme of environmental pollution and contamination, weaved in between the scenes of nature appreciation.

This haibun recalls the ethical waves of Bashō’s journeys, yet it is distinctly American in its landscape and critique. The Midwest, with its “27 million acres of Illinois farmland” (10), becomes a mirror for human detachment from the natural world. Lewis-Carroll writes without scolding, and instead layers the piece with a blend of irony and tenderness: even in describing environmental destruction, there remains a tone of gratitude for what survives.

Lewis-Carroll’s language is spare yet sophisticated. Each poem functions under a haiku lens, bending light just enough to reveal the subtle textures of daily life. There is restraint in their use of sound with soft alliterations and consonants that mimic the rhythm of breath and the soft, capricious winds of nature. Their attention to line breaks is also impeccable with intentional designs of pauses. Take “ball of twine— / holding nothing together but itself (11)” as an example. The line break embodies the poem’s meaning: a taut suspension that almost, but not quite, holds.

Blind to the Prairie stands out for its craftsmanship. Bottlecap Press’s presentation of a crisp layout and generous white space, along with the luminous cover painting by Harold Gregor, all supports a minimalist aesthetic. The design and aesthetic of this book feels like an extension of its content, the sprouting of profoundness in the unassuming.

These poems in Blind to the Prairie will make you look twice at roadside weeds, moonlight and the cadence of your own breath. They restore wonder to the everyday and ask what it means to see truly. In a culture that moves too quickly, this collection offers the potency of stillness as a form of resistance and pensive, astute observation.

Blind to the Prairie is available from Bottlecap Press


Penny Wei is from Shanghai and Massachusetts. She can be seen on Dialogist, The Weight Journal, Inflectionism, Headmistress Press and elsewhere. She has been recognized by The Word Works, Longfellow House and more. She loves cultural journalism.

Sundress Reads: Review of Child of Light

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There is a person with their eyes closed on the left side of the cover. They are shaded in a golden glow and the person overall has features that are a bit blended. Their hands are outwards and there is a golden light extending from their palms to the other side of the cover. The background is a dark brown. The title "Child of Light" is written on the right-hand side and the author's name Jesi Bender is at the bottom of the cover.

Child of Light by Jesi Bender (Whisk(e)y Tit, 2025) is a complex and gripping story that explores identity, language, and family dynamics as Ambrétte Memenon journeys through discovering who she is and her supposed role in her family and society. To connect with her family members, Ambrétte learns the language of their interests, including Spiritualism and electricity—two seemingly different ideas that are more similar than she realizes.

Ambrétte tries to answer four questions about Spiritualism throughout the novel:

“What is Man?

What is Soul?

What is Spirit?

& What is Life?” (Bender 18)

As the story takes place mainly in 1896, thirteen-year-old Ambrétte is considered to be a woman. She learns that she needs to act differently and speak only when she is allowed. Her Maman and older brother Modeste Georges, especially, remind her constantly that she has more responsibilities and must act how society wants her to act. Her main goal should be to find a husband. Ambrétte questions this new role and not only what it means to be a woman, but also what it means to leave childhood. She thinks that “maybe childhood was for yourself and maturity was for someone else” because she does not feel like she has a say in anything (Bender 11-12).

However, because Ambrétte is “mature” now, she is excited to have more interactions with her Maman, who thinks Ambrétte is now smart enough to converse with her. Even after years of neglect, Ambrétte is thrilled her mother is acknowledging her because at her core, she just wants to be loved and keep the family together. The only reason Maman is interacting with her is because of Ambrétte’s supposed special gift that links her to spirits. She takes this as an opportunity to learn the language of Spiritualism to please her mother. She wants to master it because “more than anything, Ambrétte [wants] to be able to see these things for her Maman. To be able to give her some peace” (Bender 11). Instead of feeling used, Ambrétte is happy that she feels needed.

Ambrétte also works hard to comprehend the complex idea of electricity to not only understand her absent engineer Papa but also to help mend her parents’ relationship. Ambrétte’s Maman and Papa have an unstable dynamic and do not understand each other at all. Maman is passionate about Spiritualism while Papa is passionate about electricity. It seems like they have absolutely nothing in common with one another. As Ambrétte does her best to grasp both ideas, however, she discovers how Spiritualism and electricity are more similar than they seem. They both involve the persistence of life and energy. She wants to help bridge the gap between her parents by being that link in helping them understand each other.

Language, including French, Spiritualism, and electricity, is a significant theme throughout the novel and Ambrétte strives to understand all of them and their relationship with each other. She must do this because these are the languages of her parents. She thinks:

“When I was young, I never realized that everything has its own language. Music is a language just as French is a language, paintings and movements, a table full of elements—maybe spirituality is the same. Maybe I need to learn how to read your body like its own specific text” (Bender 59).

Ambrétte only knows how to speak English while Papa speaks French. Papa does not make the effort to learn English so she takes on the challenge of learning French instead to dig deeper into understanding the root of her parents’ relationship and to embrace another aspect of her own identity.

Bender demonstrates how Ambrétte also becomes fluent in French through the English translations that Bender adds in the passages. Her parents converse in French and when Ambrétte is translating in her head, she cannot make out some of the words. In the novel, the dialogue is written in French and then below that is as much of an English translation as Ambrétte could comprehend. There are many blanks in between the few words that she does understand. As the story progresses, Ambrétte becomes more fluent in the language and therefore, the English translations become clearer with no blanks. She understands everything and this understanding of French is parallel to how Ambrétte becomes fluent in the languages of her parents as well.

Ambrétte spends her days trying to learn different concepts to better connect with her family, even if it is unreciprocated. She wants to be the bridge connecting humans and spirits like Maman wants, but she also wants to be the bridge to connecting her parents with each other. She wants to save her family. She wants to be loved and feel needed. But as much as Ambrétte is trying to do the saving, who will save her?

Child of Light is available from Whisk(e)y Tit


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Marian Kohng (she/her/hers) is a proud Korean American and an Editorial Intern at Sundress Publications and a Traffic Copy Editor at a local news station in Tucson, AZ. She also has a Bachelor’s in Neuroscience and Cognitive Science and a Master’s in Marketing. She loves to get lost in a good book and will read just about anything, including the back of the shampoo bottle.

Sundress Reads: Review of
The Watch: Time to Witness the Beauty of It All

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An introspective memoir about loss and life, The Watch: Time to Witness the Beauty of It All (Wildhouse Publications, 2025) by Paula Sager is a healing walk through the process of being present while a loved one passes away. The Watch is part diary and part philosophy, the author using her strong mind-body connection as a teacher of the Alexander Technique to feel her way through what her soul is undergoing. Collecting many quotes from various authors, philosophers, and family members, Paula Sager offers that our emotions can be processed through the Discipline of Authentic Movement, and that it’s possible to stay mentally present even in the most difficult of times. Trigger warning: If you’ve had a loved one pass away or expect someone to pass soon, this can be a healing, but also at times difficult read. Please give yourself time and private space to process thoughts and emotions while paddling through this book.

While reading The Watch, I felt like I traveled back in time to when my grandparents were completing their life cycles, only this time, I felt more present in my memories. If you’ve had a loved one die slowly of cancer or other medical issues, this book will deeply resonate with you. Sager’s writing captures daily life, the little and big tasks that continue to need doing, while also showing how she stays present and tries to enjoy every moment she can before there are no more moments. One quote from Sager’s father, Bob, continues to float in my mind:

  “These are the waves of yesterday’s wind.” (Sager 53)

This small sentence encapsulates what it feels like after realizing that someone you’re close to has little time left. You’re propelled forward by the waves from yesterday’s wind that blew your life onto a new path that will soon depart from the path of your loved one. Dwelling on the circle of life and her family members that are still in the beginning or middle of the life cycle helps Sager through the process. She writes of her brothers and her children, as well as how their pasts and futures seem to mirror not only her own, but her passing father’s. The watch, which began mysteriously falling apart after Sager’s father died, appears recurrently as a reminder of time, both precious and fleeting. When Sager trades watches with her father, it’s as if she’s giving him the best gift she can: more time with her and love.

Despite life’s limitations, a sense of calmness and acceptance imbues the book. The way Sager bares her raw emotions for the reader and conveys a calmness is rather wonderous. Some of her conversations with her father are true gems. For example, Sager’s father Bob says at one point, still a bit hazy from anesthesia:

  “I want to tell you about something I dreamed … First there was the dream of death
   … And it was fine! … And then there was the dream of birth—and it was spectacular!
   … They really have it figured out. It all makes sense, and there is nothing to worry
   about.” (Sager 65)

It’s hard to accept death, even though we know it’s coming. The most amazing takeaway for me personally from The Watch is a new sense that I might finally be able to let go of fear of the unknown. Somehow, through reading about Sager’s life, her peaceful moments, her father’s insights, she has talked me free of fear of the unknown. One of her and her family’s extraordinary abilities seems to be to take life in stride. Although there are certainly tough time periods, overall, Sager enjoys the last moments with her father and calmly accepts her experiences, letting fear depart as well.

Sager’s father loved to kayak, and the family ultimately return him to the water he loved in a unique kayak flotilla funeral. This poem Sager quotes is quite fitting:

“Wave of sorrow,
Do not drown me now:
I see the island
Still ahead somehow.

I see the island
And its sands are fair:
Wave of sorrow,
Take me there.”
(Sager 51, quoting “Island” by Langston Hughes)

Sager takes readers there, showing us the beauty of our lives that remain after loss and the love of memories we will have forever. She also touches on some intriguing supernatural experiences she has had surrounding her father and his passing period, such as feeling pain at the same time as him, a swan flying up to the family that seems to embody some presence of her father’s, the watch falling apart after he died, and unusual mind-body connections she experiences through Janet Adler’s Discipline of Authentic Movement.

I recommend this book for readers that are of the “middle generation,” that have both children as well as parents in their lives. I would also like to recommend the following tea pairing with this book: Tulsi & Ginger Tea from Traditional Medicinals. This tea provides calming stress relief and warming ginger to heal your body and soul.

The Watch: Time to Witness the Beauty of It All is available from Wildhouse Publications


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Ana Mourant (she/her) is an editorial intern for Sundress Publications and a recent graduate of the University of Washington’s editing program. She holds a Certificate in Editing as well as a Certificate in Storytelling and Content Strategy, and a BA in English Language and Literature, with a minor in Professional Writing. Ana conducts manuscript evaluations, edits, and proofreads, as well as provides authenticity and sensitivity readings for Indigenous Peoples content. Ana loves nature writing and Indigenous cultures, and, when she’s not working, is often out in the wilderness tracking animals, Nordic skiing, or just enjoying nature.

Sundress Reads: Review of What Do You Want From Me?

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There is a black silhouette of a person's side profile in the middle of the cover. The head is open with puzzle pieces that match together to make a house. There are lines and leaves intertwined with the house. The title of the book "What Do You Want From Me?" is at the top right corner and the author's name "Jennifer Dupree" is at the bottom right corner.

What Do You Want From Me? (Apprentice House Press, 2025) by Jennifer Dupree is a poignant and heartwarming story that explores complex family dynamics, trauma, trust, forgiveness, and love. We follow Maeve and her story from childhood to motherhood, with chapters intertwining the past and present. Maeve is a strong, independent woman and doesn’t like to ask for help, even when she may need it. She is a beautifully layered character many of us can relate to.

The story begins on Halloween. Maeve’s mother, Effie, who has stroke-related dementia, has to stay with Maeve’s family because her father, Tom, has to take care of Anita, his mistress of thirty years who had fallen down the stairs that night. Maeve, who is forty-nine, tries to figure out why Anita was with Tom in the first place and how she fell down. In turn, she must confront the memories and trauma she buried for years. The truth is later revealed as the story seamlessly blurs Maeve as a child with Maeve as a mother.

The most prominent family dynamic Dupree explores in What Do You Want From Me? is that of mother and daughter. Maeve grew up having a slightly strained relationship with her mother. There was always a wall between them and Maeve felt like she couldn’t confide in Effie completely. That was why Maeve idolized Anita. When she was a kid, Maeve often went to Anita’s home to hang out; Anita was this perfect, understanding, warm mother figure Maeve always wanted. She even admits that she “loved Anita more than [she] loved [her] own mother” (Dupree 60). However, that precious friendship and the mother-daughter bond Maeve wanted shattered when she found out about the affair and realized Anita was not who she thought she was.

The relationships with these two mother figures shaped Maeve’s own relationship with her teenage daughter Paige and how she wants to be a good, understanding mother.

Maeve and Paige have a tense relationship that parallels Maeve and Effie’s in many ways; Maeve constantly worries if she is a terrible mother. While she tries her best to be someone Paige can lean on and trust, it becomes increasingly difficult to give Paige the attention she deserves with the many responsibilities that keep piling on top of each other. Maeve “feels the tug of all the people she’s supposed to be—mother, daughter, wife, employee, human being and citizen of the world” (Dupree 128). She tries to balance all of these roles in her life and do them well. She doesn’t allow herself to just sit down and cry because she feels the stress to be the best mother or daughter. The pressure Maeve puts on herself is something that we readers can relate to, even if we are not mothers. Many of us all play different parts in our own lives, do them well, and we criticize ourselves if we don’t. How do we know which part of ourselves to be first?

The couple dynamic, whether that is between a married couple or a cheating one, is the trigger in the story as these are the relationships that destroyed the family. Not only did Tom and Anita have an affair that turned Maeve’s world upside down, but she also grew up witnessing the toxic relationship between Tom and Effie. As a kid and teenager, Maeve watched them fight all the time and that’s why Maeve’s current relationship with her father is the tautest. Maeve doesn’t trust Tom at all and questions if he was the one who pushed Anita down the stairs.

Because Maeve’s memories of Tom are so full of anger, however, even she may not have realized how those emotions obscure her from the real childhood memories. This anger she feels is so immense that it makes up a large part of herself as a person.

Of course, this is where Maeve is supposed to apologize. She’s been in therapy long enough to recognize an opportunity when she sees one. She looks at her father and the words are right there, rolling around on her tongue, but she thinks of her father and Anita Haverland backlit by the firelight that day twenty-five years ago and she remembers that at least some of her anger is justified. Unless that, too, is a faulty memory.

“What would it feel like to forgive him? Wendy-in-her-head asks.

I don’t know who I’d be, Maeve says.” (Dupree 258-259)

As Maeve starts to doubt herself and her memory, it becomes clear that she can be an unreliable narrator due to the stress and mixed emotions piling up inside of her. Her feelings cloud her vision and she ends up “remembering” something that never happened. There is so much trauma, anger, and guilt Maeve experienced that she keeps questioning over and over about what happened on Halloween night and if she can trust herself to come to the right conclusions.

Maeve’s healing begins as she learns how to ask for help. When she unpacks her childhood trauma and admits feelings she buried for years, it feels like a fresh start for her. Despite having a lot to navigate through, she is able to rebuild her life and the relationships in her family because of her ability to dig deeper into how everything unraveled. She not only learns to forgive those around her, but more importantly herself, which is the biggest challenge of all. After all, we are our own worst critics.

The question “what do you want from me” is a loaded one. It’s one that people ask Maeve throughout the novel and one she asks herself constantly. What does she want from those around her? What do people want from her? What does she want from herself? But to move on, Maeve untangles her childhood, coming to conclusions she didn’t ever want to admit. Everyone makes mistakes and it’s important to realize that sometimes to heal, you must forgive. Everyone is just living their lives for the first time.

What Do You Want From Me? is available from Apprentice House Press


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Marian Kohng (she/her/hers) is a proud Korean American and an Editorial Intern at Sundress Publications and a Traffic Copy Editor at a local news station in Tucson, AZ. She also has a Bachelor’s in Neuroscience and Cognitive Science and a Master’s in Marketing. She loves to get lost in a good book and will read just about anything, including the back of the shampoo bottle.

Sundress Reads: Review of At the Window, Silence

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Part modern and part reminiscent of Romantic era poetry, At the Window, Silence (Fernwood Press, 2025) by Kenneth Pobo elicits the reader’s emotional side through combining commonly identifiable experiences with arresting phrases. The first half of the collection, titled “Inside,” traipses through a wide variety of topics, from family to religion and beauty, while the second half, titled “Outside,” homes in on the garden and plants, often using them to explore philosophy and self-reflection. Gardeners will enjoy the specific plant references, both the lovely, wanted chosen and the horrid, unwanted weeds. You might be taken by surprise, as I was, to find Pobo’s words and stories grip your heart and squeeze tears out.

Although “Inside” spans diverse themes, the stories, and often frank method of telling them, keeps the reader intrigued. My favorite poem from this section, “Marriage and Canned Peaches,” transports the reader into the exact scenario of the story, mentally and emotionally. Many of us have experienced being in a long-term, and rather sad, relationship. Pobo really captures the hopeless despair when he writes:

  “We sit on opposite sides
   of her sad eyes, then talk of work,

   the moon trapped like a key
   that broke in a lock.” (Pobo 18)

Other poems have a touch of humor, like the set that explores the sin of Adam and Eve and asks, “Why do our kids never ask / about our pasts?” (Pobo 39). This set needs basic biblical familiarity to appreciate, but both Christians and non-Christians alike will identify with the questions and points. Pobo points out that sometimes God can be harsh: “One mistake and you’re out” of the garden of Eden (Pobo 39). Pobo advocates for mercy, saying that everyone makes mistakes, and maybe we should “get some fireproof tongs” to pull out those sent to Hell for just one mistake (Pobo 41).

Just as abruptly as Adam and Eve were thrown out of the garden, we leave the myriad collection of “Inside” behind and step into “Outside,” the more focused and fine-tuned part of the book. With Romantic-type connections between nature and emotions, Pobo uses different plant species to study aspects of his own history and self. Everyone will find something emotionally pretty outside: dreams, fragility, and surprising loves.

The piece that gleams most brightly for me in At the Window, Silence is “Blue Himalayan Poppy,” in which the blue poppy represents something you want, but really won’t work with your current life, yet you illogically avow to possess anyway. Pobo orders his precious blue poppy, despite not being in the right climate for it. There are some things we can change about our lives and some things we can’t. Since he cannot move to the paradise of the Pacific Northwest where both himself and the blue poppy would flourish, Pobo proclaims he will help it thrive nonetheless in sweaty Pennsylvania, and “Blue petal waves / will find our yard’s shoreline, / break and break all spring long” (Pobo 61). Pobo makes the best of his life on the East Coast, filling his garden with his dreams.

Not all plants are things of beauty like the blue poppy, and our days are often filled with weeds that need pulling up. Another poem very relevant to our modern lives is “Weeding Borders,” which discusses the topic of boundary setting. Pobo points out that even if we plant strong borders with those we love, those borders start to grow weeds and will eventually disappear without maintenance. It takes effort to keep gardening what we want to grow, and to keep even our most beloved inside their borders. In simple, relatable language, Pobo says:

  “Tonight

   I’m going to sit by Stan
   and not talk about work,
   neaten the border, make it
   possible for beauty, slowly,
   to come into blossom.” (Pobo 63)

Throughout this collection, one recurring idea is that although “to err is human,” as Alexander Pope has said, we must keep trying. Weeds will try to grow, and we must continue to pluck them out. Work will try to invade our personal lives, and we must set boundaries with our time. Loved ones might try to make unfair demands, and we must balance our own needs. Pobo communicates that we should approach mistakes with understanding and forgiveness. We’ve all regretted some action, and Pobo reminds us it’s just a part of our humanity. In this book, even Adam forgives Eve, saying he might have done the same, if the snake had found him first, and

  “Maybe Judas, freed,
   will email Jesus and say,
   Hey, I goofed. Sorry.” (Pobo 41)

And that’s all that’s needed.

At the Window, Silence offers everyday loveliness and mercy for everyone, and I recommend it for most adult readers. Home gardeners will especially appreciate the “Outside” poems. This collection is best enjoyed either in private or with close friends, in case it sparks strong emotion, and is best read in your own backyard. I would also like to recommend the following tea pairing with this book: Garden Therapy Herbal Tea. This tea combines familiar and soothing herbs with a touch of special verbena, allowing you to relax in a quietly fresh garden scent while reading from either side of your window.

At the Window, Silence is available from Fernwood Press


Ana Mourant sitting on grass reading a book. She has light skin and blonde hair, has a sunflower in her hair, and is wearing a green sundress.

Ana Mourant (she/her) is an editorial intern for Sundress Publications and a recent graduate of the University of Washington’s editing program. She holds a Certificate in Editing as well as a Certificate in Storytelling and Content Strategy, and a BA in English Language and Literature, with a minor in Professional Writing. Ana conducts manuscript evaluations, edits, and proofreads, as well as provides authenticity and sensitivity readings for Indigenous Peoples content. Ana loves nature writing and Indigenous cultures, and, when she’s not working, is often out in the wilderness tracking animals, Nordic skiing, or just enjoying nature.

Sundress Reads: Review of Loss and Its Antonym

Sundress Reads black-and-white logo with a sheep sitting on a stool next to the words "Sundress Reads." The sheep is wearing glasses and holding a cup filled with a hot drink in one hoof and holding an open book in the other.
A body of water with logs sticking out of the water. There is a distant boat. The whole background is blue and grey. "Loss and Its Antonym," "Alison Prine," and "Sappho's Prize in Poetry" are typed at the bottom right hand corner of the cover.

Alison Prine’s latest poetry collection, Loss and Its Antonym (Headmistress Press, 2024), adeptly explores themes of grief, time, and sexuality with extreme precision through an autobiographical lens. Winner of the Sappho’s Prize of Poetry in 2024, this collection synthesizes Prine’s experiences of grief with those of coming into her sexuality in a way that lends space to the natural world, as well. Loss and Its Antonum provides a gateway into the past and navigates the complex webbing that surrounds grief and all its antonyms.  

The speaker’s own experience being gay dynamically provokes the conversation of grief towards one of healing. With multiple narratives occurring simulaneouly—the speaker’s relationship with her wife, the grief of her mother’s death and brother’s suicide, and the processing of her father’s mother’s death—readers glimpse Prine’s powerful journey through her sexuality alongside her grief. It is in these ways that the enigma of grief reaches a compelling climax in Prine’s latest poems.

Prine’s latest poems are unmistakably brave and bold. Her titles alone showcase a great deal of vulnerability and a commitment to storytelling: “Lesbian Child,” “Mother Who Never Grew Old,” “Bomb Drills of Childhood.” Prine’s life is wide-open for readers to peer in and learn from, the many ways grief can impact us on full display. Grief is also intimately connected to the speaker’s relationship with her sister in Prine’s newest collection. The carefully curated order of these poems traverse through girlhood to womanhood, offering a quiet celebration of sisterhood.  

Told in four subsections, Prine’s poems are each distinct in voice, though some converse with one another. For example, in the latter half of the collection, there are five poems each titled “Letter to Time.” These poems hold the crux of Prine’s study on grief, one that reveals time as a key component to healing and moving forward. Prine delicately plays with and pushes the boundaries of time in Loss and Its Antonym by utilizing complex metaphors on time. Some of the more striking of these metaphors, with time as the tenor, are “Time swings around like a shadow” from “To My Brother on the Anniversary of His Suicide” (33), “Can you see how time is tearing through me like a storm” from “Carry” (40), and “Time grows between us / with a mechanical agency” from “To My younger Self” (42). Prine’s verbiage is potent in these metaphors as she nearly personifies time, making it one of the most important features in the collection. Time continues to appear throughout the collection, a motif that reflects moments of the speaker’s past.

While there are many poems to celebrate among this gripping collection, such as “Strayed” (3), “Close” (39), “Yahrzeit” (42) and “The Good Summer” (58), one in particular stood out to me: a pantoum titled “Mabel.” The decision to use the pantoum format, one in which the second and fourth lines of a stanza are repeated as the first and third of the preceding stanza, allows this poem to transcend. Here, lines “her face stiff as a cupboard” and “her hands blue with stillness” are among the many repeating refrains (32). This poem illustrates the speaker’s father’s relationship with his mother and her death. Prine is not only concerned with her grief, but of her fathers’, making it a multigenerational matter. The repetitive nature of grief, and its boomerang tendencies, are characteristics of grief that Prine hones in on, making the use of a pantoum format wildly satisfying. Repetition emerges as one of the modes grief operates alongside. This purposeful form selection remains one of my favorite hidden nuggets in the collection.

Nature is yet another agent in Prine’s work that distinctly comments on grief in nuanced, less tangible ways. Nature is robustly described, as Prine gives us clues and emblems to hold on to as she discovers true grief. From rabbits, wasps, woodpeckers, and dogs, to a “carpet of flowers”, Prine’s impressive vocabulary of the natural world is an anchor in this collection, a point of grounding for readers to rest upon (20). The uniquely lyrical nature imagery in the collection allows grief to not only pass through the speaker, but rather, float, reflect and breath through us. Though lyrical and whimsical, Prine’s nature imagery isn’t just aesthetic, but works to create a melancholic, pensive mood: “the milky dark of the night sky hanging close” (37). 

The fourth sub–section of the collection guides readers into hope and the ways one can move forward when enduring grief. Reaching its zenith in the titular poem, grief is never more tender as it is in this poem:

“That winter we proved that being terrified

doesn’t prevent you from being happy—

…

”I want to learn to write about the loves

that haven’t died.” (51)

By the end of the collection a deep sense of truth is established with the reader and the speaker, one that opens up a channel for the healing and processing that grief may require. One that mourns while still hopeful for the future.

Devoted to kinship, memory, and empowering one’s embodiment and sexuality, Loss and Its Antonym speaks on grief’s fluency in new and original ways. It will leave you speechless and wanting to share it with those you love who have gone through similar experiences. Containing vivid sensory experiences, indulging in the sounds we remember people by, the tastes that linger, and the smells that pair themselves with grief, Prine’s poetry glimmers in an otherwise melancholic literary space. You will leave this collection with a heavy heart and a compassionate soul, maybe one that will attempt navigating time without the ones we love just a little more easily.

Loss and Its Antonym is available from Headmistress Press


Emma Goss (she/her/hers) is a senior English major with minors in Film and Linguistic Anthropology. A passionate reader, she prefers to always be juggling a poetry collection, a literary fiction novel, and an audiobook. Emma is especially drawn to poetry rooted in nature symbolism and metaphor. Some of her favorite collections include The Tradition by Jericho Brown, War of the Foxes by Richard Siken, What the Living Do by Marie Howe, and Jane: A Murder by Maggie Nelson. Her poetry has been published in Pangyrus Magazine and by the Princeton Leonard L. Milberg ’53 Poetry Contest. Originally from Los Angeles, she spends her time hiking local trails or browsing the poetry shelves at Barnes & Noble Studio City when not at Vassar.

Sundress Reads: Review of Gastromythology

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Gastromythology book cover, collage style with lots of bright reds, greens, and a woman in the middle who is in black and white.

Jessica Manack’s Gastromythology (Sheila-Na-Gig Editions, 2024) is an astonishing debut that redefines hunger and girlhood. Each of this poetry collection’s three sections has a theme: being fed, resistance, and becoming nourishment. Throughout, Manack discusses many adversities women face in day-to-day life, like food, motherhood, and professional careers, in beautiful metaphors and intricate punctuation usage.

Gastromythology immediately drew me in with its world-building. “Archaeology” explores nostalgia and food, examining how the senses contribute to memories and how we recall our childhood. Reading “Archaeology” feels like getting a whiff of something sweet in the air, reminding me of a random day in my life ten years ago. There’s a secrecy in this poem, one that intrigues the reader and draws them into the story. I want to know the secrets being burned in this garbage fire Manack describes. This make me question the truth in memory—if no one else remembers, what is stopping one from creating a false memory? What we remember, the smells, tastes, feelings, are what create our memories, become the artifacts that create the stories we call ours. “Archaeology” is a skillful poem that joins the reader and speaker in an intimate setting, as if sitting by a campfire and sharing ghost stories. Perhaps, these ghost stories are stories of our past selves, and create who we currently are.

“Perilous Figures” is feminist in nature, exclaiming what girls are instead of what girls aren’t. The metaphors used throughout this poem are beautiful and at times, dangerous. One of these metaphors I adore reads:

“At once girls are saints and hurricanes:

performing miracles, feeding two thousand

with one loaf, turning disgust to combustion,

moving steadily, messes of blurry lines, and aerobic activity.

Deeming their silhouettes happy accidents,

not carefully crafted works of art and violence.” (Manack 21)

This strikes me as powerful: the idea that a girl can be simultaneously destructive and nourishing is interesting, as there’s an incredible amount of stigma surrounding young girls being dramatic. Manack reconstructs what girls may see in themselves, not only in a reflection but in the construction of their future. If someone had told me as a young girl that I was a “smoking motor” (Manack 21), perhaps I would’ve been more eager to pursue my interests, an education, and things that aren’t “feminine.”

“Dad Visits Me at College” is incredibly ironic for me to read. On my 21st birthday, my dad visited me at college with “pants [were] ripped / down the ass crack / with nothing underneath” (Manack 27). It was a case of unfortunate timing for my father to show up with a six-inch rip in the backside of his pants, not because he had been drinking like the figure in Manack’s poem. I  this poem to my dad for him to read, because I can’t believe another person had experienced a situation like this, one where you had to become your parents’ parent and try to find a solution for a problem they caused. His embarrassment both humanized him and made me see the boy inside the man that is my father. “Dad Visits Me at College,” I feel, is the perfect ending to the first section, showing the tip of the iceberg when a girl realizes age doesn’t always equal wisdom. Sometimes, seeing your parents “fucked up” (Manack 27) makes us see that the people we’ve idolized or held to a high standard are also fragile humans who make mistakes.

Section II is what I like to imagine as a rejection of feeding. This section seems to have larger “bites” of words in the sizing of stanzas, a shift from some of the previous poems that flowed with brevity. For example, “Saffron” is constructed in two stanzas, both thick and meaty. I adore the sensory imagery in this piece, imagining “the jiggles of custard” (Manack 38) or peanut butter sticking to the roof of my mouth. This poem, in turn, stuck with me. This section is the denial of nourishment, but the speaker seems to struggle with feeling fulfilled, despite eating five times a day. Seeing how the speaker eats often, but is never full because of someone else’s broth of a personality, makes me wonder: at what point do relationships and friendships become a form of self-harm, due to their lack of nutrients?

Manack’s ability to verbalize how aging impacts confidence is inspiring here; Section III speaks to me as a section showing how women themselves become nourishment for others. “Breastfeeding at Forty” feels like coming to terms with aging. The variety of punctuation in this poem makes it such a pleasure to read. In one particularly inspiring line Manack writes, “I try to see my wealth and not my dearth” (47). Beyond the uniqueness of the word “dearth,” the vocal rhyme doesn’t exist, but the eye rhyme here indicates some sort of synonymity. This skillful wordplay found in Section III ties the collection to a close.

Gastromythology is applicable and relatable in many different ways. The personability Manack shows throughout the collection is admirable, and this debut ties together many themes of womanhood into one beautiful binding.

Gastromythology is available from Sheila-Na-Gig Editions


Caroline has blonde wavy hair and wears a white top. She looks off to the side and is lit by evening light.

Caroline Eliza is a poet and writer from Asheville, North Carolina, currently completing her degree in Writing, Literature, and Publishing at Emerson College with minors in Pre-Law and Poetry. Her creative and academic work explores the intersection of poetry and movement, often blurring the lines between the written word and physical expression. Her work can be found in The Poetry Lighthouse and Sundress Reads by Sundress Publications. Beyond the page, Caroline finds joy in crocheting and dancing, grounding her artistic life in tactile practices and performance. She will graduate in December 2025 and plans to further her education, continuing to explore the connections between art, advocacy, and embodiment.

Sundress Reads: Review of Nonbinary Bird of Paradise

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There are plants and yellow flowers in the middle, covering a small nest filled with eggs. Three birds are in a fight with a big open-mouthed snake. The snake is seemingly about to attack one bird, while the second bird is at the top left hand corner and the third bird is behind the snake, its beak close to the snake's eye. The background is a rusty red brown color. "Nonbinary Bird of Paradise" is typed at the bottom of the cover with the author's name "Emilia Phillips" is in smaller font underneath the word "Paradise."

In Emilia Phillips’ Nonbinary Bird of Paradise (The University of Akron Press, 2024), God is many things: they are “a knot / that knows how to untie itself,” “the first/war,”  a “voyeur, who gave / [the speaker] dreams to cover the dark / valley of [their] loneliness / with wildflowering / mosquitoes” (19, 21, 6). Overflowing with references to their upbringing in the church, Phillips chronicles the manifestations of gods in their childhood, weaving their own queerness into retellings of stories from the Judeo-Christian and classical canon. Nonbinary Bird of Paradise is a reckoning with, and reclamation of, this volatile past–both their personal history, and a greater human mythology stained with misogyny, queer erasure, and a relentless centering of heterosexuality.

The collection begins with a Genesis-like series of poems titled “Queerness of Eve” divided into twelve ‘books’ (no accident, seeing as the Old Testament depicts the twelve sons of Jacob, the early patriarchs of the Bible). In “Book IV,” the speaker conjoins their own mythology with that of Eve, writing, “Woman always settled / on me like snow / on warm ground. Briefly” (Phillips 9).  Phillips’ Eve feels no closeness with God or Adam, but rather holds a litany of unanswered questions; they write,

 “I once

asked God the which

came first question

but he only answered

by taking

out his pencil

eraser to the concept

drawing. He was Adam’s

friend. Not mine.” (10)

Eve turns God’s own strategy against him to create a femme lover in “Book VI,” proclaiming, “God made man / in his own image, / so they say. / So I made a beloved / in mine” (Phillips 13).  The forbidden fruit for this Eve, then, is not fruit at all, but rather “peachflesh / muscled in [their] cage” (Phillips 18). After she and Adam are exiled from the Garden of Eden following God’s discovery of her creation, she divulges, “No one / can exile / me from / desire, not / even / desire” (Phillips 22). In moments like these, Eve carves out an identity for herself in the very spaces in which God and Adam seek to erase her, asking, “How do I make silence / my gender?” (Phillips 9). Throughout the loneliness and subjugation of the “Queerness of Eve,” Phillips skillfully imbues the speaker with quiet resilience; Eve repeatedly returns to her inner fortitude in the midst of punishment from male forces that attempt to control and subdue her. 

In the second part of Nonbinary Bird of Paradise, the reader is wrenched from this somber story of Eve’s exile and punishment for her defiance of God’s heteronormative hierarchies into the undeniable present; the two opening poems are about Wi-Fi and Google. The speaker still visits mythology, but from a distance; on a writer’s retreat, they sleep beneath a painting of the Rape of Io, a river god’s daughter who was raped by the Roman god Jupiter. This, again, interweaves with their own stories as they decide to leave their husband, telling the reader, “I called him to say / I was coming home / soon but not to / him” (Phillips 36).  Later in this section, after more contemporary poems that discuss french horns and butterfly houses, the speaker again inhabits a Biblical woman: the nameless wife of Noah, describing life before and after the flood (here, in a series of poems titled “Antediluvian,” “Diluvian,” “Covenant,” and “Postdiluvian”). Phillips again revisits the dismissal of female voices by Biblical giants; the speaker describes how she

“kept

begging Noah to build slower

much slower, to never

finish, to save the world

by never hammering

the last nail

into the ark. What

did I know,

he wondered

aloud. I was

just a vessel,

like the ship.” (57)

By comparing Noah’s wife to the “captive stock” of the ship (ibid.), and likening the ark to a body being lowered into a grave (58), Phillips forces the reader to consider the manipulation of female lives in service of male whims and dreams.

In its third and final act, Nonbinary Bird of Paradise transports the reader from queer mourning into full-throated queer reclamation. Where there were motifs of profound, ancestral loss learned across generations (alongside dry, self-aware humor: in “Queerness of Eve,” the speaker admits, “You probably guessed / I created the female orgasm / all by my lonesome” (Phillips 3). In this Part Three, we encounter story after story of triumphant and playful defiance. Mythology and literature become a vehicle by which our speaker finds empowerment, a lineage of resistance. In “Emilia, Widow to Iago,” Shakespeare’s Othello serves as a method for our speaker to “dodge the dagger,” faking their death in order to escape cleaning up a man’s mess and avoid being his “rag and mop” (Phillips 74). In the next poem, the speaker again reminisces on a self they’ve shed in the voice of the naiad Daphne, who transformed into a tree to escape the sexual advances of Apollo. Resolute even in a new form, Daphne implores the reader: 

“Women especially

hear me. If I had fallen with no one

around, I still would have

made a sound.” (Phillips 75)

The speaker embraces humor and sensuality as they do their queerness in Part Three as well,  savoring the sonics of the words “lesbian elephants” as they fantasize about draping their trunk over their lover’s shoulders “like a boa constrictor” (Phillips 84). Alongside other delights of Part Three, including a laugh-out-loud poem satirizing gender reveals (“We’re having a cigarette after sex! We’re having it! Like once or twice a week!” [Phillips 69]), the collection’s titular love poem also comes in this section. Phillips writes, “Would you stay/& watch me, even/though I have no blue velvet/skirt or ruby-raw/throat?” (63). The speaker imagines how they would woo their beloved as a bird-of-paradise, without the gendered anatomy to perform standard mating rituals.

In Nonbinary Bird of Paradise, Emilia Phillips critiques, mourns, and reinvents classical stories by giving female queer heroines a voice within their pages. These heroines search for Gods everywhere, and often are left wanting. But by the end of this collection, the speaker has identified a potent God to whom they can speak – that which exists in those they love. In the irreverently gorgeous “Artemis Wears A Strap-On”, they proclaim their worship for their lover: “What is godlike in you,/ I’ll godden” (Phillips 79). I have found much to godden in the vividly transporting pages of Phillips’ fifth collection, Nonbinary Bird of Paradise.

Nonbinary Bird of Paradise is available from the University of Akron Press


Catie Macauley (they/he/she) is a transmasculine aspiring poet living and working in Boston. They study Sociology, Environmental Studies, and English at Wellesley College, where they also compete on the Wellesley Whiptails frisbee team and perform with the Wellesley Shakespeare Society. A Best of the Net 2024 Nominee, his writing has appeared in brawl lit, The Wellesley News, and the Young Writer’s Project, among other publications. In their free time, Catie enjoys boxing, re-reading A Midsummer Night’s Dream, and buying far too many books at independent bookstores – primarily the Grolier Poetry Bookshop, where they are somehow lucky enough to work.

Sundress Reads: Review of unwordly

Sundress Reads logo, which shows a sheep reading, with glasses on and a book. Logo is black and white.
There is a seemingly red liquid in the shape of a circle in the center. There are oranges and greens mixed with the red. The bottom of the circle is submerged in an ocean blue liquid. The background itself is black. The title "unwordly" is at the top of the image and the author's name "Robert Guzikowski" is at the bottom in smaller font.

In the 90’s, Robert Guzikowski had a bout of encephalitis that caused aphasia, which is the inability to form and/or comprehend written or spoken words, or sometimes both. This is the subject of unwordly (Uncollected Press, 2024). In fact, the vast majority of poems are titled “Aphasia Poem,” followed by a number. Most of them have a structure: four tercets, followed by a (usually) rhyming couplet. The imposition of structure intentionally underscore its arbitrariness, especially in the face of aphasia.

The first section of the book, “Shape o With Asemic Writing,” contains only one poem, “Aphasia Poem o,” which displays a writer who is sharply attuned to their own work. It begins “I can not speak this tale / ever changing yet it’s the only / story I have” (Guzikowski 2). He’s told the book’s personal history in three lines. But this poem also contains hints of what is to come in the following pages. Guzikowski describes himself as

a mythic

creature here suddenly

in the now and in the abcanny

flesh evading every meaning. (2)

His mastery of the English language (though I’m sure he would insist there is no such thing) is such that he can create words: I take “abcanny” to be a mixture of uncanny and abject. The two words the perfect description for the way you feel about your own body when it has betrayed you, become strange to you; the fusion of the two words hints at the larger theme in the book of the malleability of language, the strangeness of it that can only be grasped by someone who has been estranged from it.

Guzikowski renders his experiences with aphasia offers moments of poetic beauty and wisdom; he does not romanticize. They are, first and foremost, painful. “Aphasia Poem 25” conveys this better than any other, representing aphasia, the struggle to form language, not so much a struggle of the mind, but one of the body:

morphemes in

semantic disarray identity

disintegrating as

droning pulsating medications

harvest central nervous system pain

confusion and chaos

from scatting and riffing syllables

rising out of the polyrhythmic

intermodal senses. (Guzikowski 35)

The lack of punctuation here adds tremendously to the rapid, almost frantic effect of the poem as he tries to make meaning again. And, as is typical of the collection, Guzikowski makes the most effective use possible of the words he chooses. The way the medications drone and pulsate as identity disintegrates create a scene that is truly nightmarish and disorienting. Here, the words “scatting” and “riffing” are divorced from their typically joyful, exploratory connotations (though he does make explicit reference to jazz giant Thelonious Monk later on) and instead become an act of desperation, a panicked attempt to make meaning—which, as the poem poignantly points out, is almost inextricable from a sense of identity.

The best moments of the book were those where Guzikowski draws connections between language, the body, nature, and the cosmos. In “Disabled Poem 4,” Guzikowski suggests that when human beings die they become a beam of light—not so much a transformation as a return to an original, ethereal form. He muses, with psychedelic wisdom: “the mimetic self / the full de-realized fully / depersonalized fully still a self” (Guzikowski 34). The standout poem of the collection, though, is “Aphasia Poem 13.” It is philosophical and paradoxical, concerned with creation and anti-theological, claiming

there was no beginning

first second day no fortnight kingfisher

resurrection…

                                       no

utterance shattering gravity.

yet somehow all speech is

monotonic incantation that

simultaneously creates and

reveals space gives name and

finite form to subjectivity. (Guzikowski 21)

He seems at the beginning to refute John 1:1: “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and God was the Word.” But then he reckons with the fact that language does the work of creation, in that it does not just generate, but “reveals space”, i.e., gives things boundaries, limits, and thus, form. Maybe it doesn’t do this in a literal sense, at least in terms of the world, but when it comes to the self, language is the only way to make the self known, even to, well, yourself. I don’t remember when I last read anything with such profound metaphysical implications.

Reading the book was satisfying in a way that I find to be paradoxically invigorating, much like good exercise. But unwordly isn’t all chaotic, anti-grammatical grappling with the Big Questions. Moments of simple and often transcendent beauty are placed throughout. “Aphasia Poem 35” offers the former kind: “shifting shape to fairy-size / buddha finds repose / among mosses and twigs” (Guzikowski 18). It’s the simple conveyance of a scene, coming as a moment of rest. In a book bursting with existential insights and interplanetary ponderings, it’s almost healing to have the poet simply enjoy the beauty of what’s before him. And in a way, the ability to do that, to be truly present, is transcendent. “Aphasia Poem 24 (Disabled Poem 1)” a consummate example of Guzikowski’s ability to bed words and grammar to his poetic will, is a critique of people like me, who “aren’t / able enough to theorize silence(ness) / not (only) as metaphor or structure but / as identity” (31). Through silence, Guzikowski posits, we can “find common / home aloneness one humanity” (31).

Indeed, humanity itself, it seems, is just one of the subjects of this book. Others include, as has been alluded to, the infinite, jazz music, animisim. Towards the end of unwordly there are dazzling love poems in which Guzikowski looks at his wife and thinks “light / illuminates and revealed every / face of your face” (58). There is so much in here I didn’t get to tell you about; unwordly is one of those rare gems of a book whose virtues cannot be communicated; it has to be experienced. 

unwordly is available from Uncollected Press, as well as through through Bookshop, Barnes & Noble, Powell Books, or Amazon


Joseph Norris graduated with a BFA in Creative Writing from Emerson College in May of 2025. He has had short stories and poems published in Gauge magazine, Emerson Green Mag, and won the Humans of the World Summer Poetry Prize. He lives in Berkeley, California with his girlfriend Macie and their cat, Dory, and is learning how to play the guitar and the banjolin.