Agnostic as Young Girl
Every Sunday evening a small group of us
came back to church for more.
Our parents in a lamplit room downstairs
took Bible study while we the children
of God’s most devout gathered
in the fellowship hall to watch videos
on the Tribulation and Rapture,
to learn that eventually we would run out
of chances, that even God had his limits.
It was the year of my first kiss
behind the stairs when the pastor’s meek,
orange-haired son was kind enough
not to turn away from me.
One night I asked the youth pastor to rewind the tape
back to the moment when a non-believer wakes up
to his entire family disappeared:
their clothing and shoes in heaps on the ground.
Not ghosts, just gone.
For a full minute I examined this young actor’s face,
rooting for him like my life depended on it,
saying over and over, I believe, I believe.
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